~Alphadog Family~

47

I didn't sleep well that night.

I slept for 30 minute sesions then woke up and couldn't get back to sleep for about an hour...

I woke up later that day to noises coming from outside. I opened one of my eyes and the sunlight shone in brightly. I got my focus back to finally make out the boys outside in the pool. All laughing and joking about.

I felt so happy and amazing.

Well all until I remembered what happened last night. I fell back onto my bed and covered my head with the duvet. I sniffed away the tears rolling down my cheeks, trying to be as silent as possible so no one heard.

"Wrarrr" I heard and the duvet was pulled away from me. I quickly snuggled up into a ball so whoever it was couldn't see me. " Miaaaaa" I heard and felt hands on my ribs. "What. Go away" I swatted them away. "Oi don't treat your brother like that!" I heard and realised it was Ryan. "No . stop. Leave me alone" I said and rolled over onto my belly and burried my head into the pillow. "Mi you ok" Ryan said and lay down next to me, his face close to mine; I could feel his breath on my cheek. "I don't know" I cried and jumped onto Ryan, starting to cry again. "Heyyy... whats wrong you banana" he said rubbing my hair. "Thats the thing. I don't know" I sniffed into his shoulder, which was wet and tasted like chlorine on my lips. "C'mon... me and you, let's go to the beach..." he said stroking my hair and resting his wet hair on mine. "O-oka-ay" I stuttered between crys. "C'mon, chin up" Ryan said wiping away my tears and kissing the top of my head. He took my hand in his, shouted to blair to say where we were going and then walked me out the door, hummomg to himself, swinging my arm.