Their little light

Chapter 4

When the lessons finished I quickly made my way out of the door and down the corridor trying to find a door to lead me out side. I was dying for some fresh air all my nervous were getting to me. maybe my brother was wrong .I'm not ready to live a normal school life .maybe it's cause I'm not normal ,I'm a little freak I don't fit in anywhere. I just decided to sit underneath a tree and drown myself in my thoughts instead of facing anymore people today I can't handle be around to many people at once I feel just overwhelmed.

I closed my eyes trying to focus on my breathing. Nicolas has taught me to do this to help me calm myself and stop me from having panic attacks. He has always told me I'm to precious and innocent for this cruel world.he has become the person I rely on he has took upon the role of mum and dad .He's sheltered me from everything since the incident ,he has been my guardian that has built a rough skin to shield me from the real world.

Sounds of steps coming close to me brought me out of my thoughts. I opened my eyes to see a boy who seemed to be a similar age to me he had a caramel brown hair and striking green eyes.they were identical to the mysterious beautiful man in my English class but no one I had ever seen could compare to his beauty he was truly blessed with his appearance.

He coughed to bring me out of my day dream. He looked down at me sat on the floor with a flicker of an emotion I couldn't couldn't pin point it looked very similar to the way Nicolas looks at me.

"I've never seen you around here before,I'm guessing your new " I could feel my nerves creeping up so I shyly smiled up at the boy and nodded. The boy looked around ,it was like he was trying to find someone . The wind started to pick up a bit leaving my skin covered in goosebumps ,he head wiped back around to look at me "Aren't you cold out here ,its the winter and your wearing a dress" I was feeling awkward having to talk to people when I only really ever spoke to my brother and then it was only short worded answers. But something inside me was saying I could trust him and could talk to him. I barley use my voice to often but when I do it's barley above a whisper.

I said every so quietly that I thought he wouldn't have heard it " yes" the same emotion flickers across his face that appeared earlier and he bent down to where I was sat. I was anxious to what he was gonna do , he looked me in my eyes the whole time and he took my little mint rucksack and picked it up and put it on his back the reached for my hand to pull me up.

I jolted up quickly not expecting the strength he had to pull me up that quickly even if I was quite small and light for my age. He quickly apologised for the sudden action but didn't let go of my hand and he walked us over to a car that I'm presuming was his.

He let go of my hand to open the car door and he tilted his head down slightly to look at me as he was a foot taller than me. My breathing picked up yet again for the thousandths time today I could feel the palms of my hand go sweaty as I started to mess with the ends of my dress.

Realisation struck his face as he quickly rushed out " no don't worry we aren't going anywhere ,I just thought it would be warmer for you if we sat in the car "

My body relaxed a little bit as I nodded my head. I know it is utterly stupid to get in a car with a stranger and I know my brother would kill me for it as I've been taught stranger danger. I don't even know his name it dormed on me.

He noticed I paused my action of getting in the car as I looked at him i quickly rushed out trying not to stutter"ummm excuse me what's your name " failing miserably as I sounded like a nervous wreck which I was but I didn't want him to know that.

"Of course sorry I must have forgot to introduce myself,I seem like a idiot now, my names Parker "he said quite frustrated with himself

"So what may your name be my darling "he said in his poshest accent ever causing my to giggle slightly

I shyly smiled "rosabella"

His face went from grinning to a look of shock in a matter of a second his reaction was just the same as my English teachers

He quickly snapped out of it acting like nothing was wrong it puzzled me the people at this school did maybe I wasn't the only strange one hear .that could be why my brother thinks it would be better if i go here.