Mein Herz Brennt Für Dich

Chapter 53

------------------------------------------Time Skip: June 2, 2002

 I couldn't stop thinking about Till's dream and how worried he was to the point where I called Emily sobbing on the phone because I was so scared. 

She came rushing over from work and comforted me. 

"What happened?" She asked. 

I explained to her everything that happened while crying. "What if-What if I do miss him so much to the point where I do kill myself?"

"If you're ever feeling like that, you need to tell someone," She rubbed my back. "You tell someone and they will help you."

"Will you help me if I called you?"

"Yes, of course. Are you feeling those feelings?"

"No. Fuck no, Emily. I would never."

"I'm just making sure."

"Thanks."

"Have you told anyone about your guys' phone call?"

"No, I have not."

"Okay."

I winced out loud and held my hands over my stomach. 

"You alright?" Emily asked.

"My stomach just hurts," I managed to get out. "Really bad."

"Is it time or-"

"No, no. It's not. I'm fine."

"Want some food or-"

I chuckled. "Food?"

"Yeah, food."

"I just want to lay down."

"Then lay down," She sat up and helped me lay down. 

"Sit on my feet," I told her. "Don't worry-I have socks on."

I gripped my stomach tighter as the pain increased, but it was inconsistent. It would hurt for a little, stop, then come back. 

"Your phone's ringing," Emily interrupted my thoughts. 

"Can you-" I couldn't get out the last part due to the pain. 

"I'll answer it," She grabbed my phone and answered it. 

I couldn't hear what she was saying. I tried to think about anything else to get my mind off of the pain, but nothing was coming. I knew that I couldn't go to the hospital yet because they weren't four minutes apart-they were random. 

"RILLA!" Emily yelled. 

I jumped. "What?"

"It's for you," She handed me the phone and I put it to my ear. 

"Hel-OH MY FUCKING GOD!" I yelled. "I'm so sorry."

"Rilla?" Till asked. 

"Hi," I choked out and felt tears come out of my eyes. 

"Oh my God, Rilla!" Emily said. "I'm going to drive you there."

"No, I can't go yet," I shook my head. 

"Rilla, what's going on?" Till asked. 

"Nothing-my stomach just hurts really bad," I winced yet again. 

"Go to the hospital-I'm going to fly there right now."

"Don't do that, Till. I've given birth two times-I can't go to the hospital yet."