Mein Herz Brennt Für Dich

Chapter 70

I chuckled as I saw what Till texted me. 

"What?" Johnny asked. 

"Nothing," I shook my head. "Till just feels like someone is constantly watching him."

"You seem in a better mood than you were last night."

I shrugged my shoulders. "I think I am."

"So when's your book release date?" Sylvia asked. 

"August 18," I replied as I finished feeding Brenner. 

I was happy that I was allowed to breastfeed Brenner with Johnny near. Normally, men would get offended, but Johnny understands that it's a body part and that women have to do it. I put Brenner in his swing and grabbed my purse. 

"I need to go get some more clothes for him," I pointed to Brenner. "There are some bottles in the fridge and if he starts crying, he probably needs his binky back in his mouth."

"Got it," Johnny gave me a thumbs-up.

I got into my car and drove to Target. While I was looking for clothes, a woman gasped. 

"Are you Rilla Lindemann?" I heard her ask. 

"No," I chuckled. "Not yet, at least."

"I'm really excited for your book."

"Thank you."

"You're the luckiest woman ever."

"How so?" I asked as I put a shirt in my cart. 

"Because you're dating Till Lindemann."

"I don't think that would make me the luckiest woman ever."

She scoffed. "Are you blind? Have you seen how handsome he is?!"

"He is very handsome, yes. But dating a musician isn't the best thing."

"Why not?"

"Because he's constantly touring. It's not a bad thing, but I miss him a lot."

"So? It's Till-"

"I understand it's Till Lindemann."

"You're just really lucky. If I were to even make eye-contact with him, I would probably faint."

I chuckled. "Really?"

"I've had a crush on him since 1998."

"Oh wow."

"Yeah. Ever since the Family Values show, I fell in love with him. I tried to become a groupie, but I don't think that Rammstein has groupies."

As she went on, I quickly became worried. What if Till was sleeping with other women and I didn't know? What if there were groupies that were trying to sleep with him?

"Do you know if there have been any groupies?" I asked her. 

"I don't know. I think so, but I'm not sure. Why? Are you scared he might cheat on you? Is he not loyal?"

"Women are very pretty."

"So? You're pretty, too."

I smiled and hugged her. "You are, too."

"Don't be worried, okay? I see the way that Till Lindemann looks at you and he is definitely in love with you. You guys have a kid for Christ's Sake!"

"I don't think that I have anything to worry about," I grinned. 

"Neither do I. I mean, if you're scared that he might be sleeping with other women, that's a problem."

"Why?"