#1: Unrealistic Voices of Love

Unrealistic 38

I woke up in a soft comfortable bed and I'm sure it wasn't mine. It was in gray and I don't remember myself having this kind of bed. I slowly got up and held my head. Damn, it was hurting like hell. I looked around the whole room and I had no idea how I'd gotten here. My eyes grew up as I looked at the walls, curtains and just around the room. Where am I?

"Fuck! My head hurts like hell. Fuck, alcohol! Hindi na talaga ako iinom," bulong ko sa sarili ko.

I was about to climbed off the bed when the door suddenly opened. I got a bit scared and shrunk back, I hid myself in the gray comforter. I peeked to see the person who just opened the door. I was shocked when I saw who it is. Kaagad akong napatayo at halata ang pagtataka sa mukha ko.

I saw Jacen, wearing an apron and he's only wearing his sweat pants. He's topless and I can feel myself blushing. Those biceps are evidence that he works out. I can't see his abs though because he's wearing an apron, I also checked his tattoo but it was also covered by the apron. I looked away when I realized that he's staring at me. Damn, that was embarassing! I hope I didn't look like a woman wanting some...

"Gising ka na pala." sabi naman sa 'kin ni Jacen. I looked at him and my brows furrowed.

"Hindi pa. Ganito lang talaga ako matulog," sarkastikong sagot ko naman. "Minsan nakikipag-usap talaga ako habang tulog. Multitasking ba, gano'n." dagdag ko pa.

Kumunot ang noo niya bago niya ako seryosong tinitigan. Nakikita naman na niya na gising na ako, e. Nagtaas ako ng kilay at hinintay siyang magsalita. He sighed and shakes his head before he finally talked again.

"You forgot everything you did last night, huh." he sarcastically said. "Breakfast is ready."

"Hoy, anong ginawa ko kagabi?! Hindi ko maalala!" sigaw ko naman kaagad, nagpapanic na pero nakalabas na siya ng kwarto.

Kaagad ko namang tinignan ang sarili ko habang kinakabahan.  Okay, walang nangyari sa amin. Safe na safe ang aking sinapupunan, walang mabubuo. Napatulala naman ako at pilit na inalala ang nangyari kagabi. Ang alam ko lang ay kasama ko si Kiel at Ariell na pumunta sa bar.

Uminom kami at naka-usap ko roon si Jacen. Nag-away kami ng slight at nagpatuloy sa pag-inom. Tinanong niya ang address ko pero hindi ko sinabi dahil assuming ako at akala ko ay may balak siyang mang-stalk. Damn, embarassing!

Kiss me, then. Fuck! Nasabunutan ko ang sarili ko nang maalala ang tatlong salita na 'yun. Gaga ka, Epione?! Bakit mo sinabi 'yun?! Hala, gago! Gutom na ako pero paano ako haharap sa kanya? Kunwari nalang kaya wala akong maalala talaga? Tama. Pwede naman 'yon!

"Tanga ka, Evionna. Napaka-tanga mo talaga kahit kailan." inis na bulong ko pa habang sinasabunutan ang sarili. "Nag-kiss ba kami?" tanong ko pa sa sarili ko. Hindi naman, 'di ba?

"Yes, we did. Now, let's go. You shouldn't let the food wait." biglang sulpot ni Jacen na hindi ko napansin dahil masyado akong focus sa sarili ko.

Bago pa ako makasagot ay nakaalis na siya. Bwisit naman! Hindi man lang ako hayaan na makapag-salita. Napapikit ako at sinabunutan ulit ang sarili bago umalis sa kama. I'm still wearing what I'm wearing last night. Inamoy ko ang sarili ko, amoy alak ako. Nakakahiya!