healed souls

✨sparks of aggression✨

fairy tale land:age 17

"bailey wait!" tears streamed down my face as i rode off with my horse away from the castle,snow and charming calling my name,i heard horses gallop not to far from behind me but i quickly sped up my horse and cutting into the forest,eventually loosing them.i let out a sigh stopping my horse and getting off,letting him get a drink at the small stream near by,i walked a few feet away from where my horse is and broke the tree line to come across an empty road,i sat near the side and played with a rock,you may be wondering 'what's wrong and why are you crying?' well i just figured out i can't convince a child thanks to neverland's magic,not that i was planning to have sex any time soon but that doesn't mean in the future,what about if i ever made it back to peter? how would he take the news? i couldn't have a child,i couldn't start a family of my own,with that thought i sobbed uncomfortably,and i didn't hear the approaching black carriage until i heard a wicked laugh 

"well well well,look at that snow whites pet is crying,what? did they finally kick you to the curb?" 

i can practically hear reginas smirk and i was correct when i looked up from where i was sitting,i quickly stood up and dusted myself off 

"no,not that it's any of your business but i ran away for a while" i wiped my face and sniffed 

"why on earth would you run away?" regina looked shocked and surprised

 "again it's none of your business" i spat

 "fine suit yourself" she shrugged,picking up we dress and started walking to her carriage 

"wait,your not gonna kill me? not inflict any pain?" i asked confused and she turned around 

"sweetheart you're already mentally in pain and that's worse than physical" she started to walk away again but i stopped her and said the most stupid thing i could say "have you ever wanted a family?" i whispered so quietly i'm surprised she heard it 

"what's it to you?" she rose a perfect brow,my lip trembled again and i hated being weak in front of her 

"just wondering" i shrugged and we went through a moment of silence until she sighed "yes,i have" 

my head snapped to hers,stunned by her soft voice "but that can never happen"

 "why not?" i knew i shouldn't pry but i was curious

 "because well,i'm me,i'm the evil queen and everyone has a right to be scared of me"

 "i'm not" which was true,at least at this moment i saw her narrow her eyes before she strutted towards me and shoved her hand in my chest,i winced and gasped slightly as she pulled my heart out and squeezed a little bit,i dropped on my knees and gasped,but i made no move in stopping her,did i care if she turned my heart to dust? i'm not really sure,i looked into her eyes as a tear slid down my cheek,and suddenly i gasped for breathe,as i felt pressure off my chest,i dropped forward on the ground,coughing,i looked up at regina through my black wavy,hair to see her looking back at me with soft eyes and her gently holding my heart,and for the second time i was confused,she walked in front of me and knelt down on the ground and sat me upright,placing my heart back into my body,and cradled me to her chest,with out hesitation which scared me a bit,i wrapped my arms around her neck and dug my face into her collarbone as i cried onto her but she didn't seem to mind. 

i must have fallen asleep because when i woke up i was in different clothes and on a very-might i add comfortable-big bed,i took in my surroundings,i saw a medium sized mirror and beside that mirror was a smaller mirror connected to a vanity,across the big room i saw a wardrobe and a door next to it,i cautiously got up form the bed and walked towards it,slowly pushing it open,i flicked on the lights and found out it was a small connected bathroom,i let my shoulders relax and splashed some water on my face before walking back out, i jumped when i heard a knock and a few seconds later the door open revealing the queen herself