healed souls

✨swapped bodies✨

i sigh as i walked down the streets,it felt weird to be back here in storybrooke,either that or it felt weird with nothing going on,our lives in the enchanted forest were always full of adventure and there was never a dull moment,after the curse broke,there was the wraith and we fell through the portal,then there was cora and my dad,then my dad getting a gruesome beating,then got us hit by a car,afterwards i ended up in the hospital and got captured,went to neverland...left neverland and now I'm here,but you get my point,i'm not used to doing nothing,even in the curse i was always active,i shook my head with a groan as i kicked a rock on the sidewalk

 "this sucks" i mumbled to myself i miss neverland,i miss my boys,i mean they're in storbrooke but i haven't seen them,i miss peter. i ran a hand down my face as i pass the pawn shop and freeze,there's one person who can love anyone for who they are.

 i push open the door,the bell chiming as i walk in "what can i do for you miss jones?" rumple asked standing in front of me,my 'target' sitting on a chair behind him,i clear my throat

 "actually i was wondering if i could talk to belle" i smile at her,she looked back at me and smiled also,motioning her head to the back room,i walk pass rumple but he harshly gripped my arm

 "if you pull anything with her-" he seethes but i cut him off 

"bloody hell i just wanna talk to her not murder her,she is my friend after all!" i snap back,snatching my arm back from his iron grip that is probably gonna leave bruises through my leather jacket and headed to the back room where bella motioned me to sit down beside her on two comfy chairs 

"so,whats up?" she asked,her accent was different than mine,but it was soft and smooth,it calmed me. 

"so we just got back from neverland,and i had a run in with someone very important to me and i thought well hey he's sort of a bad guy and i thought why not talk to the only person who understands,without judging me,i guess?"

 she nods in understanding "well,explain everything" and thats what i did.

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"wow" she said shocked and i nodded 

"yeah" i said said dragging out the word

 "you know its alright if you still love him,it doesn't matter what they did as long as they change,and they did no harm to you,or at least not on purpose?'' she looked at me questioningly but i immediately shook my head 

"no-of course not" i denied and its true,he's never hurt me in anyway...at least not physically 

"but it doesn't matter now,we left him on neverland because he took henrys heart,i-we left him to die on the island,so...he's probably gone or really weak and alone" i felt a lump crawl up my throat "i'm sorry" i quickly apologize 

"no no no,you're totally okay,i understand,and i know its not easy,between the curse and everything,its a lot of weight on your shoulders,especially for a teenaged girl like yourself" she rubbed my arm gently 

"thank you for listening belle,i guess i just needed to get that off my chest,or at least some of it" 

she smiled softly "hey i'm always happy to help,and anytime you need to talk i'm always here" she nodded to me as we stood up "let me know if you ever wanna talk again,or we can just rant together" 

i chuckled before pulling her into a hug,i can tell she was surprised,hell i was surprised by my own actions but she hugged me back nonetheless "thank you belle" i say sincerely 

"of course" she sent me one more smile before i walked out the back room and out of the shop,giving rumple a side glare as i walked passed him. 

i nearly screamed at the sight of my shadow in front of me when i closed the shop door behind me