(Childhood trauma)
YONA'S POV:
"We kill them" finished the guy, i guess he was called Taeyong, that's what Jaemin called him earlier, after hearing what he said, I knew that I'm goung to die today, I was happy, finally my miserable life is going to end, I smiled, he looked at me with a smirk, wow we're both crazy
"You think I won't kill you? You're smiling huh"
"Do it" I said
"Oh i sure will"
He put his finger on his ear-piece then just nodded, I couldn't hear anything, he suddenly took something out of his jacket, and put it on the table, it was a gun, a mf gun, I was scared for real, not of death, but because guns bring bad memories back, I turned my facr to the side, trying to steady my breath
"Put it away" I murmured, he kept looking at me confused
"I hate guns..." I had really trouble breathing and I started coughing blood again, I had my system not gonna lie, I pulled my hand out of hand-cuffs and cupped my mouth, a bigger amount of blood was on it, but I didn't care, I'm dying eventually.
The so called Taeyong then put the gun away from my sight, he went out for half a second then came back with a water bottle, I drunk it all
"Wow you're a softy" I said, he looked at me then huffed
"Why are you scared of guns?"
"Childhood trauma"
"I wanna know what kind of trauma that is"
"None of your bus-"
"Don't you dare finish that sentence or ama make you not just stare at a gun, but hold it"
My eyes widened in fear, this asshole...
"My family was killed using guns" i said coldly
"Didn't they die in a fire?"
"The guys who killed then lit the house on fire after that, so there was no signs of murder"
"How did you survive?"
"My brother told me to hide in a room, it had a big window, I just jumped through it"
"Where's your brother?"
"Dead, both my brothers are dead" These words, i hate saying them
"Who are you living with right now?"
"Myself" i said
"Your gardian i mean?" He asked as he sat on the chair on the other end of the table
"No one, just me"
"Where did you live the last few years?"
"That has nothing to do with your business you know" i said clearly annoyed
He glared at me then put his hand on his pocket, i panicked then answered
"I stayed most of the time in the streets, then did multiple jobs, and now I'm renting an appartement, that's it" I said quickly
He smiled then put his hands back on the table
"How did you free your hands?"
I took my hands out then pulled my sleeves up a little showing my thin wrists
"Thought she was fat for real" said a voice from the other side, i couldn't see then from the window but I still knew it was Haechan and glared at it then rolled my eyes
"What's the blood's cause" asked a voice through the microphone
"I don't know"
"Is it deadly?" Asked someone else
Taeyong turned to look at the window with a 'what are you saying' face expression
"I hope so" I said in a murmur
"Stand-up" he ordered
I did what he said, I thought that he'll let me go, but instead he pinned me to the wall, hand behind my back, my face was pressed to the wall, i whimpered at the sudden action, whole he was checking my pockets carefully, he didn't find anything OBVIOUSLY!
He dragged me back to the chair, and started yelling at me
"TELL ME WHO SENT YOU?"
"God?"i replied
My head-ache is so much worst than before my vision is getting blurry, but i'm still acting strong, ugh if i make it out alive I'll need a therapist for sure
"How much did they pau you that you're being so quiet? Are you not scared for your life?" He saked, i kept quiet, is he dumb? Why doesn't he get it?
"ANSWER ME!"
He then took the gun out of his pocket and aimed it to my head, he did that on purposr so I can see the gun, It was like a feeling that i didn't have in too long that weird feeling of being cold, wanting to be hugged, I closed my eyes tightly
"Are gonna answer now?"
"Just pull the trigger ALREADY?" I whisper yelled, talking felt like a hard task to accomplish
"What do you want me to say? I do not work for anyone who's related to mafia or gang as much as i know! I know how you can't trust me, and I'm not asking you to, just kill me!" I said, my eyes still closed
Everything went silent for like 15 seconds, is that what happens once you die? Wait i don't feel hot... Am I in heaven?
I opened my eyes and saw Taeyong sitting accross the table looking at me
"You look disappointed" he said softly, is that the same guy from earlier?
"Can I leave now? Wait what time is it?"
FUCK FUCK FUCK I just remembered that I had work in the restaurant, It was really hard finding a part-time job in the area, UGH, guess gotta find a new one now...
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Hey loves, Sorry kinda short chapter I'm trying my best to update😕
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The Girl | NCT mafia au
Fanfiction"All good things came with her, but so did disasters". ••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Yona is a girl with a blurry past, she seems locked in her own world, looking hoplessly average and weak, or at least that's what people get fooled into thinking, but...
