(A tattoo)
Yona locked herself in her room, her mind went blank, she didn't know what she did, or at least she didn't want to know, she didn't wanna remember, she killed someone... she shot someone...
The 23 men were in the meeting room, all spaced out, some felt the guilt eat them up, some felt responsible, some felt like crying but didn't let themselves do that
"everyone's dead?" asked Taeyong
"yes" replied Ten
"their base?"
"exploded that shit" said Chenle
"I'm going to check on her" said Jeno
"yeah you probably should" said Taeyong, Jeno sighed softly eyeing the others in the room, who hung their heads low, finding a sudden interest in their shoes.
Jeno got into yona's room, he didn't find her there, but he heard noises from her bathroom, there he saw her pale figure, sitting on the floor, emptying her stomach in the toilet, Jeno knelt next to her, grabbing her hair into ponytail, he caressed her back gently, encouraging her to let it all out, he left her for a second then came back with a bottle of water.
"Brush your teeth then drink this hmm?"
When she finally calmed down, she sat on the end of her bed, followed by Jeno who was sitting on the sofa facing her
"I-" she bit her lip, trying to find something to say
"Come here" he tapped the spot next to him where she quickly sat, being welcomed in his arms.
"Oppa I killed 3 people"
"I know, they deserved it, but you won't have to do that ever again" he said
"What if I do it again? I wanted to recreate the scene that happened with my family, I wanted his men to see him get shot, I wanted them to feel the same things they made me feel, I feel so bad..." she said
"That man was a horrible guy Yona, he killed hundreds of people, he assaulted kids, he was an awful person, I should've been the one to kill him, but you shouldn't blame yourself" said Jeno
"Do they hate me?" She asked, she finally asked, the question that has been eating her up since the second she got out from that room.
"They could never, we think you're the bravest girl ever, but they're still worried, we all are, Yona hiding is not the answer, locking and isolating yourself from the world is not gonna change anything, let us help you, let's try to move on together, ok? We're a family remember?"
"Oh i actually forgot but thank you for reminding me, I appreciate it"
"Yona I swear that sarcasm of yours-"
"Ok big muscle guy, ok, better head to sleep, tomorrow's the weekend"
"Wow definitely makes sens, wait, are you trying to get rid of me?" He asked offended
Yona opened the door of her room wide enough
"Definitely not" she said, Jeno laughed at her, happy that her old behavior is coming back to life
"Please trust me on this, you did the right thing, we don't blame you for it, stop looking back, concentrate on the future" he said about to leave her room
"Thank you very much oppa"
"You're always welcome butterfly" he gave her one last hug before heading to his room
Yona couldn't sleep at all, that's why she found herself facing the gym door, still considering if what she was about to do would be a safe idea, but it looks like she didn't consider much as she stepped into the gym, it's literally 3 am, who trains at such time? You may ask, well definitely not a very hot looking strongly built Jaehyun.
Jaehyun gave a final big punch to the sac, breaking it, as he finally noticed Yona by the door
"Oh Yona, you're not sleeping yet?" He asked
"Clearly not" Jaehyun rolled his eyes at her remark
"What brings you here?" He asked
"I was bored"
"Umm, do you feel ok?" He asked, expecting a teasing from her, but she didn't answer right away, so he looked at her face, finally seeing the warm smile on her face, and the shiny sparkles in her eyes, looking back at him
'Wow, she's just like a kid, cute' he thought
"Yes, I think I am" she finally replied
"You broke the sac again?" She asked
"Yup"
"That's sac number..?"
"24"
"Oh wow my lucky number" she said
"Yes, that" he said with a grin, as Jaehyun turned around, facing away from her, Yona got lucky enough to see the huge dragon tattoo on his back, she couldn't help but let out a "wow"
" it's your first time noticing it?" he asked
"yes oh God I love it! when did you get that?"
"2 years ago"
"that is so cool, it makes you look even cooler, how many tattoos do you have?"
"what is this? An interview?" He asked
"just answer the question" she said in a very annoyed voice, Jaehyun laughed at her facial expressions
"2"
"Oh what is the other one?"
"the gang tattoo, we all have it"
"even the Dreamies?"
"I think I said all"
"show me!"
Jaehyun then got his boxing gloves off, showing her the tattoo of the special logo in on his wrist
"wow I've never noticed this before, where do the others have it?"
"all in different spots in their arms,except for Jisung, he has it on his collarbone, Lucas behind his ear, Yangyang and Haechan have it on their backs" he said
"That's so cool" she said, the excitement in her voice slowly turning into disappointment
"You want one?" He asked, her face lit up
"Yes-"
"No, you aint getting the gang tattoo hun"
"No I just want a tattoo"
Jaehyun went quiet for a couple of seconds, finally nodding to himself
"Oh, I think you can do that, but do you have an idea about what you want?"
"I'll ask Doyoung oppa"
"Your Doyoung oppa will freak out if-"
"No, we managed to get him drunk, and Haechan mentioned something about him being the smartest when he's not in his mom mode"
"You did what?" Said Jaehyun, laughing hard at what she said
"You got him drunk?" He asked, series of laughs erupting from him again
"Ye, you know, the usual" shrugged Yona
"But can you take me to have it?" She asked
"Hm maybe" she stared at him with a blank face
"Ok ok, I'll take you, jeez"
"Yay thank you!"
She ran out of the gym, Jaehyun watched her in amusement, he went back to his room himself, taking a shower and dressing up in a comfy shirt with black sweatpants, he heard a knock on his door, he opened it to reveal Yona in a black jacket and matching black sweatpants
"What-"
"Let's go" she smiled at him
"Where to-? wait NOW?" He asked
"Yes, you said you'll take me"
"Nope, it's 3 am, I'm heading to sleep, now goodnight" he closed his door on her face
It's 4 am, Jaehyun in Yona are currently sitting in a room, waiting for the artist to prepare the tattoo gun.
"I can't believe I actually brought you here"
"No, I can't believe you actually brought me here" she said in amazement
"Ok miss Lee, this will kinda sting, but don't worry it'll turn out great, now, where are you willing to get this?"
Jaehyun and Yona were done with their visit to the tattoo shop pretty late, so they made sure to send a text in the group chat telling the others not to expect them for breakfast, because they'll be having it outside.
Once the two came home, it was 11 am, Yona made sure to tell Jaehyun to keep her tattoo a secret, I mean, she's in enough trouble with Doyoung anyway
Yona got into the living room, seeing everyone sitting down, most of them with either annoyed or bored looks, they were dressed more formally, which made her frown her brows
"hey guys why are you sitting like this?"
Haechan tapped her shoulder, him being the only one in comfy clothes, drinking a cup of coffee
"oh hey Yona you're back, wanna have a sip? it's your favorite"
"oh give me" she said that she took a sip from his coffee, thanking him after, she noticed how all the maknaes looked at him with a smirk, him sharing the same, she caught his eyes, throwing him a questioning look, he motioned with his head trying to draw her attention to a certain person, as she followed his gaze, her eyes landed on a pretty unwelcome figure
"Hello"
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Hey loves, you can tell who my bias is from this chapter lol, I really wanna know who your biases are tho, also hope you enjoyed this chapter
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