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Chapter 31

(We're a family)

YONA'S POV:
The whole ride home the boys didn't even say a word to me, I got to know that they watched what was happening from the security cameras, they also heard the whole conversation, what are they thinking?

Only the dreamies and wayv members were home today, Winwin and Mark left with the 127 members since they had an important thing to do.

When we ate dinner not much was said, the boys still didn't talk to me, or even look at me, it hurts my feelings, and I just lost appetite and I directly went to sleep.

I woke up frightened from my sleep , again, I saw my brother yelling for me to escape while he was dragged by one of the other men to another room, I had to go back to him, I ran to Chenle's room, but it was empty, then Jisung's, and I found no one, all the rooms are empty, when I checked Lucas's bed, a shiny thing was under the covers, a gun. I almost grabbed it... I walked away and run back to my room, letting out a painful scream as I stepped on my broken leg Harshly, I was shaking again, where are they?? I want them to stay. Did they leave too? There was a gun in Lucas's bed, but why wasn't he there?

Suddenly I wasn't in my room anymore, I was in my living room, in my parents house, my father was opening his arms to hug me, so I wanted to walk to him, but I couldn't move, I heard a loud gun sound, and a bullet cut threw his throat

"Dad" I let out another loud scream, but he didn't respond, he just looked at me, a sinister smile on his face, as he collapsed to the ground, then everything was back to normal, I'm in my room, on the floor unable to move, I keep hearing gunshots everywhere, I look at the wooden floor noticing blood droplets, my nose is bleeding, I wiped it using my sleeves, I need my oxygen bottle, where is it?

And even in this fucked up situation, I couldn't help but think; not a night can be normal in this house, is it bad luck? Am I bad luck? Sometimes I ask why me? but this shouldn't happen to anyone in general, nobody deserves this, it's too hard to take, to handle...

I just wanted to scream, so I screamed as loud as I can, this isn't something new actually, I've been going through this for years, sleepless nights, walking nightmares, I hated it, I had to face it alone, but now it's a different, my walls aren't screaming back at me for once, finally I'm not surrounded by darkness, there's this one odd feeling that I longed for during nights like these, warm sincere arms engulfing me in their embrace, hugging me and telling me that everything will be alright, and that for once again, I'm not alone anymore, but why am I feeling this now? Am I hallucinating? I see blurry faces around me... am I dreaming?

3RD POV:

"Where is all this noise coming from?" Asked Jaemin
"Yona- where is Yona?" Asked Renjun alarmed
They all run upstairs, confused, worried, fearing the worst, as much as they hated to see it or even to think about it, there she was, losing her shit again, being helpless, screaming on the floor, looking like she's going out of her mind...

"Where is her oxygen bottle goddamit!" Yelled Chenle, obviously about to lose his shit too

And here goes another night, with an oxygen bottle on her mouth, with pleading eyes, and worried faces around her, her shoes were taken off and tossed far away in the room, some of the boys were kneeling far away from her, but she couldn't tell if it was because she kept saying that everything felt suffocating, and they wanted to give her the space she needed, or because they were scared of the way she is right now, she couldn't blame actually, after all she looked like she was possessed, and if she wasn't out of it, she would probably be laughing at their expressions, but she is not in the opposition to do that right now.