Beatles Horror Stories

Death Loop

Day 30.

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Day 31.

Okay, I might not know why this journal wasn't affected by the loop, since my previous writing is still here, but it's at least something.

I need a way to stop my mind from going insane as I try to figure this out.

It has been December 8th, 1980, for me for the last month, if I counted the days correctly. 

At first, I thought that I just had a nightmare, but when the same thing happened again and I woke up in my bed, I realized that something was wrong.

It doesn't matter if I don't get killed or not, I still end up waking up in my bed at the same time in the morning, and I cannot find an answer as to why this is happening.

I've tried to stay up late at night, avoiding going outside during the day so that I won't come across him, but the moment it becomes 12:00am, I pass out.

No matter how hard I try to stay up pass that time, some kind of force comes over me and forces me to fall unconscious wherever I am.

I don't know how that original day caused this, and it is funny how dull the feeling of bullets going through you gets once you've experienced it about 10 times.

Also, I think that I am not alone in this loop.

Yoko and Sean both act the same, so the same things, and say the same things everyday, and those only change if I act out of the ordinary.

But, I've noticed that that man who targeted me has not been acting the same as he did that first day. 

Sometimes, he didn't even show up at all. Other times, he just stared at me and did nothing else.

I don't know if he can tell that I'm stuck with him, but I don't want to talk to him about it, whatever his name is.

I need to think.

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Day 32

That man hasn't shown up outside the apartment at all today. It isn't the first time he did this, and I don't know if I should feel glad about it.

We're both alone in a looping world, but the last person I want to talk to is someone who went out of his way to murder me, no matter the context.

But still, the fact that he's just as confused as I am about this whole mess dawns on me.

I don't know what to do.

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Day 60

Yeah, it's been a while since I wrote in here.

After all, what is there to wright?

I have thought about and tried many things to make this loop end multiple times, only to end up back in by bed the next morning on the same day.

I think I'm beginning to lose it, but I need to stay focused.

Yoko noticed that I was quiet during breakfast this morning, and I told her that I was fine and just thinking about things.

Speaking of which, am I and that man the only ones experiencing this loop?

I'm not sure where Paul even is, but if he was stuck too, wouldn't he come looking for me eventually?

Or at least, wouldn't I hear about him going crazy once enough days pass?

I don't see why he would be stuck too, but even I don't know why I'm here.