[M] DO IT FOR THE FANS [YEONBIN]

20. The time

Yeonjun planted a kiss on Soobin's forehead and softly pushed him to the side to get out of the bed. He calmly walked to the desk and took a couple of objects from the bottom drawer, but before turning around he reached for his phoned and checked something there for a couple of seconds.

He's looking at the time.

Soobin figured that since they had to pause the foreplay for a moment, their minds cooled down a little bit and they were back at worrying about the usual and very real problems that they were facing by doing what they were intending to do.

The younger had left his phone out of his own reach, and the first impulse that came to mind as soon as Yeonjun left the bed was asking him about the time.

If it was earlier than 3 AM, it was very likely that at least one of the other members was still awake, probably still checking their fansites, possibly walking down the hallway to get a drink or go to the bathroom at some point. If it was later than around 4:30, they were running out of time since sometimes the manager or other staff came to the house as early as 7.

He bit his lips, trying to shake off the thoughts and focus on the strong attraction and impulses that he was feeling just seconds before.

Please don't take this moment away from me.

Yeonjun returned and sat down on the bed, leaving the lube and condoms on the floor, within reach.

"So, hum...", he started, clearly trying to address the question that Soobin had asked himself moments before, but then probably caught the younger glancing at his phone on the desk, because he interrupted himself to add: "We're good, don't worry."

Soobin relaxed a little bit, visibly.

"So, hum...", the elder repeated as if those were the only words he knew how to use to start a sentence, "Do you like, hum...? I mean, I have no idea what I'm doing."

"Neither do I", the younger answered, considering the options himself.

"But, like, the times when you did this, what did you like?"

"What are you talking about? I told you I've never done this."

"Yeah, I know, me neither. But, like, when you did it with girls, did you like to be the one to...?", he mumbled.

Soobin raised an eyebrow and shook his head.

"Again, what are you talking about? I told you I knew I was gay."

Yeonjun frowned slightly and looked him straight in the eye, evidently trying to put two and two together. If it wasn't for how stressful their particular situation was, Soobin would be laughing at how much the hyung's expression resembled a loading icon.

Tilting his head to get a better look at Yeonjun's face, he spoke again, pausing for an entire second after every word:

"I've never slept with a girl."

Yeonjun opened his mouth, eyes like plates.

"So you've never... ever... with like, not just guys...?"

"I did fool around a little bit when I was in high school but not even close to... this", Soobin explained calmly, pointing with his finger at himself and then at Yeonjun repeatedly.

"How the hell did I not know that?", the elder said to himself, bringing his to his face.

Soobin let some time pass so the information would sink in for Yeonjun, and then said:

"I've done my research, I suppose, but..."

But I'm probably the one that has the less idea what he's doing.