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Kentrell stared at the photo of the girl he still has deep feelings for and wondered where did he go wrong with her. He smiled at the memory of when he gifted her that dog. He always looked forward to her post and pictures because it was really the only thing he had left of her. He liked the photo before turning his phone and threw it on the couch next to him.
His album was dropping this week,he actually felt proud of the work he put into this album. It wasn't the regular hard shit he usually put out,he expressed more of his feelings into most of the songs in the album. He didn't have anyone to speak to and open up to so his music was the only way out.
"What time your flight?" Babyjoe said to Kayla. Kentrell looked at her direction and seen she had suitcases lined up against the wall,with Messiah crawling next to her.
"Where you going?" He asked sitting up from the couch. Kayla looked at him,then back at Babyjoe. She acted like she didn't hear his question,not trying to make things awkward.
"Messiah stop slobbing all over the floor." She said sucking her teeth and picking him up. Kentrell eyed her and looked at Babyjoe. He knew something was up and he wasn't going to let any funny shit happened around him. Babyjoe shrugged and looked away.
"You going with ha' too?" He asked Babyjoe.
"No." He said. Kentrell knew something was up but he was going to leave it alone for now,he didn't need to be worrying about any other shit.
"Kentrell." Sherhonda said walking into the room. Kentrell looked at her waiting for her to speak. He started to not being able to stand her. She always wanted to throw girls in his face,thinking it'll wash all his pain away.
"I need some money to finish decorating the tree." She said sticking her hand out. He eyed her before digging in his pockets for money.
"The tree damn near finished what else you need?" Kentrell said looking at the tree behind her before placing the money in her hand.
His mother didn't say anything,she took the money and walked away. They were all spending Christmas in his house,but Kentrell honestly didn't want to be there. He just wanted to finally get the chance to be alone.
Kayla phone ringed echoing across the room,making Kentrell look at her. Kayla looked at the contact but she didn't answer.
"Fuck wrong with you"? Kentrell spat at her.
Kayla scrunched up her face before silencing her phone. Babyjoe had walked out of the room with Messiah while slickly laughing.
"You best to stop laughing." Kayla whispered at him as he walked out,leaving Kayla and Kentrell in the large living room alone. Her phone started to go off again,and she sucked her teeth.
"You scared to pick that shit up or sum? Don't nobody give a fuck about who calling you." Kentrell said to her while feeling the sensation of the blunt he put to his lips.
"And I ain't doing shit for you,so what the fuck you talking about?" She said looking at him,
"So Why you ain't picking up the phone?" He asked her,blowing out smoke.
The phone continued to ring as they spoke,Kayla rolled her eyes and him and answered the phone and walked to the corner of the room. Kentrell laughed and stood up.
"Hello?" Kayla whispered into the phone.
"Yeah My bags is packed. She already with you?" She said,Kentrell got closer to her so he could try to figure out who was speaking on the other end. Kayla felt his presence and turned around and put the call on mute.
"You better back up before you get your feelings hurt." Kayla said seriously,making Kentrell make a face at her.
"Fuck you talking about." Kentrell said reaching for the phone,but Kayla moved back.
"I'm finna slap the fuck outta you back up." Kayla said. Kayla walked passed him and Kentrell tried to grab the phone from behind her.
"You wanna know who on the phone so bad." Kayla said laughing,then she put the phone on speaker.
"Hello." Kayla repeated into the phone.
"Yeah you heard me?" Jalanee voice rang through the phone,making Kentrell drop the blunt on the table and he thought he was going crazy.
"Yeah I heard you,Sorry Messiah was crying." Kayla said smirking.
"It's good but yeah Granny is at the house in Brooklyn,I'm at Dave's house right now. He can't spend christmas with me since his daughter has to be with mama,so I'll go home later on and pick you up in the morning." She said,Kayla covered her mouth with her hand and lowered the volume down.
Kentrell missed hearing her soft voice,his body started to tense up just hearing it,and he felt the sense of loneliness and numb feeling he couldn't explain come back to him. He looked at Kayla and started to feel angry. He shook his head and sat down on the couch feeling his chest get tight. Hearing her voice brought back emotions he even forgot he had. Hearing her talk about her boyfriend made him feel like he lost her for good and needed to continue to move on. He's never been stuck on a girl for this long.
Kayla quickly shortened the conversation and hung up the phone and looked at Kentrell who was deep in his thoughts.
"I'm sorry I ain't know she was going to say all of that." She said feeling bad.
"You so messy." Kentrell said looking at her in disgust.
"How?" She said folding her arms. Kentrell rush of anger started to come through again,just of the situation Kayla had put him in. He had though he was out of that stage where he moped around about Jalanee,but hearing her voice made him feel like he had just lost her yesterday.
"You grown as fuck being messy man. Me and that girl don't speak fuck you rubbing it in my face for that you on the phone with her?" Kentrell said to her.
"You wanted to know so bad and I told you that you would've gotten your feelings hurt but you didn't want to listen. That's not my fault the fuck." She spat back before turning around and walking out the room.
Kentrell bounced up her legs as he thought about her voice again,and how Jalanee was always by his side and treated him with full respect, and how out of no where they both decided that they were no longer good for each other. He regretted letting her slip out of his arms that night. It seemed to him that ever since she's been out his life,bad things just started to pile up in his life.
He pulled out back his phone and searched up her instagram and stared at her photos. She always looked so beautiful to him,and he never let her leave his sight without letting him know she was beautiful. He lost that,and he knew he had lost that forever
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FanfictionSequel of his therapist (nba young boy) Jalanee is now trying to adjust to her new life without Kentrell,after the duo both decided to let go of their relationship. Kentrell still goes through the obstacles of his life,while trying to maintain his c...