Jalanee ColemanKentrell pulled me off the counter as I zipped up my hoodie. It was late at night and we finally had alone time for what seemed like weeks where people came over to see Trell.
"Man why you putting back on your clothes?" He whispered.
"Kentrell I'm sleepy." I said feeling on his sweaty chest. I swear he never got tired from sex.
He smacked his lips. "Pregnancy wearing you the fuck out. Can't even go a fourth round."
"Cause you so rough with me." I said pulling up my panties,along with my sweats. "Who's cleaning this mess up?" I said pointing at our body fluids on the bathroom counter.
"Imma clean it up. Go to sleep." He said smirking at me. I gave him a peck before walking back into our bedroom.
Life been treating me and Kentrell well ever since he got released. We been nothing but happy and for once there was no drama going on between us. I laid back into our bed and let the tv play. And to mention,the sex was great.
We even started packing to move into our family home,and I'm really excited. Deep inside I know good moments between me and him always are interrupted by something bad,I didn't want jinx it so I haven't said anything about it to him.
Kentrell walked into the bedroom,shirtless and smirked at me. I gave him a smile back as he walked over to me.
"You so big." Kentrell said scooting over closer to me in the bed. "Shut up." I scoffed throwing the covers over my body. Kentrell threw one of his arms over my shoulder,and pulled out his phone with the other and started to scroll.
"I haven't seen your fast ass up and down my timeless lately." Kentrell mumbled.
"You got a problem every time you see something of me though." I said.
"You steady tryna be smart. Bout time you listened to me
though.""I haven't really been on the social media since you got arrested..well really when I started showing." I explained. Although Kentrell slipped up and told everyone I was pregnant on live during the beginning of my pregnancy,I still didn't want to have it out there. Pregnancy definitely wasn't peaches and cream and I wanted to try to have a relaxing 9 months without the weird comments and subliminal post from Kentrell's exes.
"Ion know why,you beautiful pregnant." He said looking at me. "Seem like this the right time to take
photos. Just for memories." He added."Awww. Really? I think I just look like a round chubby woman." I said.
"You definitely round as fuck,but it's cute. I might have to get you pregnant more often." He said biting on his lip as he smiled.
"Uht-Uht. This is definitely going to be my first and my last." I said,shaking my head. "This shit is so painful."
"You scared? Mommy to be and shit." Kentrell said laughing.
"A little. You're not?" I said.
"Been through this route already. I'm a lil nervous but I'm ready. My sons bad as hell when they together. Imagine twins. They not gon know how to separate from each other. Plus this my first daughter." He said smiling at the end.
"You know I really thought I couldn't have kids?" I blurted out. It's true. It turns out I had swollen ovaries at a point and they almost bursted.
Kentrell sat up and furrowed his eyebrows. "Why?"
"There was numerous times me and you had sex,especially when we were first together and you of course never wrap it up. And me being me I always forget to take a pill unless you remind me. I didn't end up pregnant. I got scared up until I ended up pregnant after months of unprotected sex." I said.
"Why you ain't tell me?" He said furrowing his eyebrows up.
"I don't know to be honest. I was kinda embarrassed. You fertile as hell. Then there was me." I said lowly.
"That ain't nun to be embarrassed about. Not every women body functions the same way. Shit ain't nothing to laugh at." He said turning my face to him,making us make eye contact again.
"I know. It's just something I rarely spoke about."
"You got blessed with two though. It's crazy cause I wouldn't have thought we would've gotten in this position. I thought when I lost you the first time I lost you for good." He said wrapping his arms around my waist,planting his hands on my belly.
"I think about that all the time." She said exhaling. "Kentrell I don't want any crazy ass shit going on between us anymore. We been good. Let's keep it that way." I explained.
"We grown as fuck. I ain't gon stress you out anymore. As long as you don't either." He said gently biting on her ear.
"I don't stress you out." She laughed. "Well atleast I don't try." She said staring off into space.
"You don't stress a nigga out but you a lot to handle." He said smiling down at her.
"I'm not. All i need is food and trust me I won't cause any problems." Jalanee said. "You on the other hand..."
"I don't need nothing but you around me. And I'm good."
"Cmon let's take your delusional behind to sleep." Jalanee said pulling the covers up.
Kentrell sucked his teeth,"Girl fuck you."
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How To Love
FanfictionSequel of his therapist (nba young boy) Jalanee is now trying to adjust to her new life without Kentrell,after the duo both decided to let go of their relationship. Kentrell still goes through the obstacles of his life,while trying to maintain his c...