A Fanboy And A Dollar (Ereri)

Chapter 10

3rd Person:

July 21, 2015 - Tuesday - 4:07 PM

Tomorrow I'm going on tour with Eren, Levi, and The Trio. I'm excited. I do wonder what Eren thinks of me now that he knows I used to cut. He seems to not want to talk about it, thankfully. I can't wait to go. I think it's going to be a lot of fun.

Mikasa closed her little journal. She started it a year ago, though she hardly ever wrote in it. She tucked the small leather book in a hoodie she had bought when she went out a few hours before. She decided to try and act like she wanted, knowing very well this Eren thing would never work out. It was fun for a little while, until he actually started to hurt her with his insults.

The hoodie was white with a gray and black sweater-like pattern on it. It was a small in men's size, but it was still too big for her. She truly was a tomboy, but heard from someone that if you act feminine, then you'll attract men a lot easier. She still liked The Trio, though. They weren't that bad if you actually knew a little about them. The only reason they choose to ignore the problems in the world is because they went through some real bad shit and want to look at the good side. They strived for a good future, so they tried to be positive.

Mikasa sighed a little bit and sprayed her Venus Fly Trap with a little squirty bottle full of distilled water she picked up at the store when she bought her hoodie. She liked carnivorous plants and wanted to get one, but was afraid that wouldn't be the girly thing to do and decided against it. The only reason she tried to get out of Levi's music was because it wasn't that girly. Yes, a lot of girls liked him and his music, but they weren't exactly the most feminine.

She also changed her room from pink to a dark blue. She loved the color blue, but it was not necessarily girly, so she couldn't have it. These rules had stressed her out a lot, but she now wanted to change back to her old self and become who she really was, not someone who she wanted to be.

Mikasa was not, and never will be girly. She was happy she was able to be herself again. Eren was confused as to why she suddenly turned different. He assumed it was because of her period because that's what Eren tended to assume when he didn't understand a female's behaviour compared to a male's. Mikasa found that funny.

Right now, she was wearing black jeans, her new hoodie, a gray beanie, and a pair of black and white Converse. She hated those high heels she would wear, but they were girly, so she had to wear them. She also dreaded dresses, but those were feminine too so she had to wear them. Lastly, she hated bright makeup. It made her look stupid, but bright colors and other bright things were usually feminine, so she had to wear them.

Mikasa left her room and sat down on the couch in the living room criss-crossed, turning on the TV and switching it to Netflix. She started back where she left off on Supernatural. Eren had also gotten into the show when he watched the first and second episode with her yesterday when she got back from her little trip to a hill she sometimes went to when she felt down. Said brunet walked out of the hallway and, when he noticed she was watching Supernatural, hissed out a curse word and covered his eyes. Leaving quickly after grabbing something from the kitchen. Eren hated it when things were spoiled for him.

The raven smiled and continued watching her two favorite actors running around fighting ghosts and demons. Though, she couldn't help but accidentally nod off after an hour more of binge-watching Netflix.

Eren was much too excited to accidentally doze as easy as his sister. The brunet was hyper and had no idea what to do. Tomorrow he was going with Levi on tour, and he was ecstatic. Unfortunately, what he had been doing for the past three hours was not a very good way to end hyperactivity. He was merely sitting around in his room eating different things from the cupboard.