Life is not a Fairytale (PeterParkerxReader)

Chapter 54: Locked up

Your Pov:
When Peter left to get the others, I quickly used my magic to lock the door. It kills me to do, but I need to make sure I keep the people I love safe and this is the only way to do so. After some minutes I heard them coming and trying to open the door.

"Y/n, can you please open the door?" I heard mom say.

"Sorry mom, but I can't do that. I'm a big danger to all of you and I don't want you to get hurt." I said, fighting against the tears.

"Y/n, we can help you. Please, open the door so we can help you." Wanda said.

"No, I can't lose any of you. Until I figure out how these powers work, I can't be near you guys."

"Y/n, let us in before I blast the door open." Dad said, trying to open the door.

"Won't work, it's enchanted. I'm dangerous not stupid, dad." I said.

They tried for a few more minutes, but eventually gave up. While sitting on my bed, I suddenly saw some kind of string coming from the window into my room.

"Shit, I forgot I have windows in this room." I thought by myself, but Peter already came swinging in.

Before I knew what happened, he walked over to me, not giving me the time to back up.

He had a look of anger in his eyes, but instead of yelling at me, he pulled me in for a kiss that was more intense than it should be. When he broke apart, I saw the anger had made place for tears.

"Why did you lock me out?" He said with a mix of anger and sadness in his voice.

"Because I have all these powers I don't understand and I don't want hurt you." I said, looking at the ground.

"Oh god, I was so scared I might lose you and back there I thought I did. Please, never do that ever again."

"Okay, I won't do it again. I wasn't thinking, or actually I was. I just don't want to be the reason you guys might end up dead at the battlefield when Thanos arrives."

Peter's Pov:
"And even if we did, we would never blame you for it. Look, I really love you and spend the rest of my life with you, but you need to stop worrying about everyone around you. Wanda saw what was going on in your head, it's killing you." I said, pulling her in for a hug, "And why didn't you tell me what you're so afraid off? It's not very nice to hear you have depression and that shit from someone else."

"So Wanda told you everything? About the firework, the thoughts?" she said.

"She did, because you are suffering. I know it's not my place to tell you what to do and please tell me if I'm overstepping, but I think talking would help." I said, still holding her.

Y/n pulled away and took a deep breath.

"Yeah, I guess you're right. Can I lay down now, I'm so freaking tired." she said, sighing.

"You were in a coma for over a month, I think you had anough sleep." I said, but she looked at me like I just said the clouds are green.

"Peter, that whole time I was down I was literally fighting my way out. I don't know about you, but in my eyes that is pretty exhausting."