I'm dead without you (omegaverse)

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Lucas McCallister was born into a stable, caring home. His fathers gave their two sons a lot of love, and Keith and Simons deep affection for each other taught the boys the importance of love and respect for their partner.

Lucas had always looked up to his older brother, who was nine years older than him. Dorian wasn't only kind but adventurous, playful, brave, and always there for Lucas. Dorian took care of his little brother and always let him play with him and his friends. He was Lucas' role model, and the younger boy wanted to be just like his brother. But Lucas was filled with guilt that had plagued him for many years. He was in love with his brother's boyfriend.

Lucas loved Finian from a very young age. He always wanted to see the red-haired boy, always tried to be close to him. Everyone thought Lucas was just looking at Finian as an older brother. But that wasn't the case. Lucas loved Finian so much that it hurt, and every day Lucas had to see him with his brother. He could see how much the two really loved each other. Lucas had to see them hugging, kissing, getting engaged and later married. Lucas always knew he had no chance, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't stop the feelings he had for Finian. And it took many years before Lucas got over his first love. It wasn't easy because Finian was always where Dorian was. And it hurt so much, more than Lucas could ever describe in words. But he loved his brother far too much to have any ill feelings towards him.

Everything changed when Lucas met Isaac. He was eighteen years old, Isaac was twenty-five. For Lucas, it wasn't love at first sight, but after a few dates with the beautiful black-haired omega with the piercing dark brown eyes, Lucas was without a doubt very taken by the beautiful man. In just a few weeks, his feelings for Finian changed from love to how they should be. The familiar feelings you normally had for a brother-in-law you cared about.

Isaac Tekle and Finian were completely different from each other. Isaac was impulsive, hot-headed, passionate and playful. His hair was black instead of red, his eyes so dark brown that they were almost black instead of Finian's green and Isaac's skin was not pale but dark brown. And he was an omega.

They met when Lucas was shopping for new clothes, and Isaac happened to work in the first store Lucas visited. Isaac had seen Lucas come in with his friends and everything about the platinum blonde man attracted omega. His face, his body, hair and eyes. Isaac had approached Lucas and shamelessly asked if the younger man wanted to have a cup of coffee with him. Lucas was startled, but he quickly agreed. He was single and had never even dated anyone before. So they went to a trendy café, talked for hours, and the first date was perfect. However, it wasn't until the second one that Isaac learned that Lucas was seven years younger than him. Isaac later told Lucas that he was thinking about not meeting Lucas again, but he simply couldn't. Lucas was so interesting, so special and attractive, that Isaac didn't want to let go of him.

Lucas could see that Isaac was shocked when he heard how old Lucas was, and he was relieved when it didn't seem to matter to the older man. Lucas wanted to continue dating Isaac, and the relationship lasted for four years. The first three years were really good. They loved each other, had fun together and never quarrelled. They had a relationship that was exactly what Lucas had always wanted. After a year, they got an apartment together, and they planned to get engaged when Lucas graduated from university. But it was at school that Lucas met Tyler, and he was introduced to Tyler's friends. Through these friends, Lucas and Isaac started hanging out at clubs, rave parties, and EDM festivals. And it didn't take long before their new friends persuaded them to try drugs. Still, after six years, Lucas couldn't admit that he was the one who got Isaac to try drugs for the first time. The enormous guilt made him suppress the heavy memories, and Lucas convinced himself that they began to do drugs together. The once stable Lucas just wanted to party and take his ecstasy, cocaine, poppers and mushrooms. Until one day, he took too much cocaine and overdosed. After he was discharged from the hospital, Lucas voluntarily went to rehab, and that was when his relationship with Isaac began to fall apart. Isaac drugged him, and at the same time, Tyler told him that Isaac had been cheating on him for two years. Devastated, Lucas left and never saw Isaac again.