I'm dead without you (omegaverse)

The morning after

"Yeah, you bet I'm mad as hell, Finian! What the fuck did you think? That I would be all happy and thankful for you lying to me. And that you set me up and made me cheat on you?"

Shiro woke up to the sound of Dorian yelling in the other room. The omega was first confused, and it took a while before he remembered where he was. And when Shiro remembered everything that had happened the night before, Shiro felt like he could die of embarrassment.

Shiro sat up, looked down, and was thankful that he was at least under the thick duvet. But Shiro was naked underneath, and his body was covered with, what he believed was, dried cum.

"Yes, we will most certainly have a long talk about this when I get home. Not that I really want to see you right now!"

Shiro flinched. Damn, Dorian sure was pissed off if he of all people could say something like that to Finian, the man he adored above everything else.

"No, Finian, you don't get to cry. Because I told you to trust me, and you went and betrayed me like this. I should be the one to cry. I feel so fucking dirty."

Shiro sighed and laid back into the bed, his hands over his face. Poor Finian, Shiro couldn't imagine the pain the older man felt right now. First, he had to make his husband have sex with another man; then he had to deal with a furious Dorian.

"I call you later. Tell Joy that we are leaving soon. Bye!"

Shiro waited for Dorian to come into the room, he prepared himself to be yelled at, probably even punched. But when Dorian came in, sat on the edge of the bed beside him, nothing else happened. Shiro nervously put away his hands and looked at the blond man, and just the sight of the alpha made his heart skip a beat. He indeed was sex on legs.

Dorian looked down at his hands, folded in his lap, and his eyes were filled with tears.

"I have something to tell you, Shiro," Dorian said, sounding grave and without looking at him.

"Yes, what is it?" Shiro's voice was hoarse from last night's escapades.

Dorian took a deep breath and seemed to collect himself before he started to talk.

"I have bought a drug called YX90. Do you know what that is?"

Shiro shook his head, frowning.

"No," he said suspicious, fearing where this was going.

"It's a drug to break bonds between omega and alpha. I was planning to inject you with it. Me as well."

Shiro stared at Dorian with big eyes. Not again. He'd been through this before. He didn't want this. Then he reacted to what the man said.

"Was?" Shiro whispered, feeling a bit of hope.

Dorian nodded, gaze toward his hands.

"Well, I still planning to inject us with the drug, but I would rather if you did it willingly."

Now Dorian looked directly at Shiro, and in his eyes, Shiro could see only sadness.

Shiro could cry when he heard what the man said.

"Am I that awful?" Shiro breathed, grasping the duvet hard in his hands, trying not to cry.

Dorian flinched and turned toward the man on the bed.

"No, of course, your not. But I'm already married. I can't be with you."

Shiro bit his bottom lip.

"Finian said he would accept it."

Dorian frowned, displeased.

"Did he say that?"