I'm dead without you (omegaverse)

Bonding

The following three days went by fast. Shiro met with the person who would be the songwriter for his upcoming album, and he was star-struck. Jaxx was a legend in the industry, and when Dorian called and told Shiro that he wanted the singer to work with Jaxx, Shiro was ecstatic. He and the blue-haired man had hit off immediately, and in one of Blue Haven Record's studio's Jaxx and Shiro started to work on the lyrics. It was hard work, but Shiro had so much fun.

And everyday Dorian called him, and each call went on for a longer time than the previous. Sure mostly, they talked about work, but Dorian started to ask Shiro about personal things, like what kind of movies he liked, or what his favorite food was. And each time Shiro was surprised, but very happy and he enjoyed having those daily talks. Dorian didn't talk much about himself. However, Shiro understood why. Other than work, everything in Dorian's life involved Finian and their kids. Dorian probably thought that Shiro didn't want to hear about them, and he was right. Shiro did feel bad about it, but right now, he didn't want to think about Dorian's family. Because if he did, Shiro was afraid that he would want to run away again. Shiro was agitated enough as it was because he missed Finian. He had got used to talking with Finian every day. Mostly just short messages where Finian asked Shiro how he was doing. But ever since Shiro got back to London, Finian hadn't contacted him at all. Well, neither had Shiro.

He did feel bad about it, but he thought that it would do more harm than good to talk to Finian right now. Hopefully, they could speak like they used to soon.

On the day the heat was scheduled to arrive, Shiro had already planned to stay at home. He had woken up, feeling like usual, and he took a shower. But as Shiro stood under in that hot water, he started to feel a bit dizzy. He hurried up with cleaning himself because Shiro recognized the feeling, and he managed to get a towel around his wet body as the heat hit him hard. It was more intense than usual as if his body knew what was waiting for him. Painting like he had been running, and feeling his body temperature rise, Shiro walked on shivering legs toward his bed. He picked up the phone on the bed table and pressed on Dorian's name.

It didn't take long before he could hear Dorian's voice on the other end, and just hearing that deep voice sent shivers through Shiro's body. A moan escaped the man's lips.

"Has it started?" Dorian sounded nervous.

"Yeah," Shiro managed to say, breathing heavy.

"I'll be right there," the alpha replied and ended the call.

Shiro put the phone away and crawled up on top of the bed and under the duvet. Like during a fever, his body burned, and there was a restlessness building up inside him. He felt his body becoming more sensitive, and he couldn't keep himself from touching his cock. Precum already begin to leak out, and the slick was dripping from his hole. Shiro laid on the bed with his eyes closed, biting his bottom lip to keep himself from moaning and slowly stroking his aching cock. Waiting for his alpha to come for him.

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Dorian was sitting in his car in a matter of minutes after he got the call from Shiro. Automatically he had picked up his bag with clothes and food as soon as he saw Shiro's name on the phone. Dorian had been alone at home. Finian had already gone to spend the weekend with Katherine at a spa. And Eamon and Caomhie were at their grandparents. Finian had left early in the morning, and it had been awful. As Shiro's heat was rapidly approaching, Finian had become more anxious. The couple didn't fight, and they had made love just the night before, but it was obvious that Finian was struggling. When the red-haired alpha was about to leave, he had hugged Dorian, and he didn't let go for a long time. Finian had caressed Dorian's cheeks and gazed into his husband's bright blue eyes. Dorian could see the sadness in the beautiful man's face, and it hurt.