I'm dead without you (omegaverse)

Tale of an eventful week - Saturday

First a little hello from me (the humble author)

Hello there! Long time, no see! For some time I have had trouble writing. I've had writer's block. And I think it came from a growing feeling that I'm actually very bad at writing. Which led to me not being able to write at all. It's starting to get better. I love the McCallister family and their friends far too much to let them go. So here's a new chapter. And there will be more, so the story of the McCallisters is not over yet. Not by far.I hope it will be to your satisfaction. With kind regards - Toffnokk.

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Caoimhe

When Caoimhe woke up on Saturday morning, it was the first time since Wednesday she felt rested. When she looked in the mirror by her desk, she was relieved that her eyes were no longer red and puffy. She had cried so much the last few days that they had been so swollen that she could barely open them. But now, Caoimhe no longer felt heavy in her body, and her mind was clear. Most alphas and omegas didn't remember their first heat, but unfortunately, Caoimhe did. She remembered exactly everything, and that made it all much worse. She felt terrible for the things she had done to Alex, the poor bodyguard. And not only that, the whole class had seen her in heat. She was so embarrassed that she never wanted to go back to school. It was horrible! She just wanted to crawl under a rock and stay there. But luckily, there were only a few weeks left until the summer holidays, and she didn't have to go to school for several weeks. And if it was still too uncomfortable to go to school after the holidays, Caoimhe was determined to convince her fathers to get her a private tutor or send her to a school somewhere far away. Preferably the other side of the world.

Caoimhe's heat period had really been something out of the ordinary. It was so strong that she couldn't function like normal, and she wouldn't have eaten at all if it weren't for Dorian. He used his pheromones to calm her enough to make her regain control of herself for a few minutes, and then she managed to eat something, like an energy bar or a fruit. But his pheromones only had an effect on her for a short time. Then the heat took over again. Caoimhe had done things she had never done before, and the feeling of shame she felt when the heat subsided was overwhelming. Enormous self-loathing and disgust filled her with such enormous self-loathing and disgust. Finian had tried to calm her down by telling the girl that it was perfectly normal, but it didn't help. She was just a twelve-year-old girl who suddenly went through a heat period far more intense than what most alphas ever experienced during their lifetime. Finian couldn't relate at all, but Dorian could. He had only been a year older and had gone through almost the same thing. But his pheromones hadn't affected betas like Caoimhe's had done. And that was one more thing that made Caoimhe hate herself. She had completely lost control over her actions and attacked a beta. What if he had been an omega? She would have marked him, and that was the scariest thing of all. She didn't want an omega partner. Or a partner at all. Because Caoimhe was only twelve years old, she had just recently realised that you could have feelings for someone. Feelings you didn't have towards your family. And that was a strange and scary thing.

It was such thoughts that went through Caoimhe's head when she woke up. Sure, she was in full control over herself and quite relaxed, but she couldn't stop thinking about what had happened. But a sudden knock on the door snatched her out of her depressing thoughts.

"Can I come in?"

Caoimhe didn't recognise the voice, but she still answered yes. She knew her fathers would never let anyone dangerous into their home.

The door opened, and someone Caoimhe had never expected to see again walked in. It was Alex, the young bodyguard she had bitten. Caoimhe said nothing. She just stared at him with a startled expression on her face as the young man approached her.