𝘈 𝘙𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘰𝘳 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘚𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 //𝘛.𝘍 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 //

Part 3 || 13 - No Feelings

I groaned when my head felt like someone was pinching it from the inside. God, I hate hangovers! I closed my eyes again and rested my head thinking it'll go away. Spoiler alert it didn't, as I was about to wake up, I heard some light snoring. I looked to my right to see Tom peacefully asleep. But my eyes went wide, when everything that we did yesterday ran through my mind. I mean, I'm not saying I didn't enjoy but for God's sake he's in a relationship.

"Oh my God!" I said sitting up straight, Tom groaned and opened his eyes, he looked around and said, "Sleep back, love, it's still pretty early-"

"No, oh my god! Tom, how can we be so careless?" I asked putting my head in my hands. He sighed before sitting up straight with me, I looked at him and quickly put a duvet over my upper body, "I already saw it, Shorty" he said casually yawning. I hit his arm, "Tom, what we did was not good"

"Oh, believe me, it was so good" he said slowly kissing my shoulders, I pushed him away, "No! What about Melissa?"

"It was definitely better than Melissa" he said smirking lightly making me hit him again. "Oh my God, oh my God, oh my god" I kept repeating like He was going to come down and help me here. "Darling-" he said but I cut him off, "No, noooo, no, no. Don't darling me. We shouldn't have done this. Oh my God, I made you cheat on your girlfriend with your best friend, how cliché is that? Oh my-"

He flicked my forehead lightly, "If you say Oh my God one more time, I'm going to thump you" he said shaking his head. "You're worried about Melissa? What about Rob? Didn't you cheat-"

"No! Rob and I broke up after prom, I've been single for a while. Tom, how are you going to tell Melissa? Oh my God" I said standing up and putting on Tom's t-shirt. He followed behind wearing his boxers only, cause I took his shirt. I headed straight to the kitchen to make some coffee. "What? When were you going to tell me? And I'm not going to tell Melissa-"

"What? Hell no, you're going to-"

"We broke up as well" he said cutting me off. I put the mug down and turned around. "Y-You guys broke up, when?" I asked going over to him. "Before prom, long before"

"Oh, I'm sorry. But why didn't you tell me?" I asked hitting his arm again. "Oh, you're the one to talk, Shorty"

"Why'd you guys break up?" I asked going back to the coffee machine. "It was mutual, I was busy, she needed more time, which I couldn't give, so I thought it wouldn't be fair to anyone, so... Why did you?"

"Oh, same reason. I mean, he was busy in America, we hardly even had a proper conversation. So, when we fought," I turned around to face him, he rested his elbows on the kitchen counter, "he flew and we had a fight, he didn't want to break up, but there was nothing left, so I did it anyways" I continued sadly. He walked over to me and hugged me tightly, "I'm sorry, Shorty. You deserve the whole world" I wrapped my hands around him and smiled in his chest.

No, I just deserve you.

"Look, Tom, we're best friends, whatever happened last night, let's keep it there, we can't do that again, okay?" I said turning back to the machine. I heard him sigh loudly, "Yeah, sure" he agreed quickly. For a few moments, it was silent, what could be heard was only the coffee machine's sound.

"But why was the sex so good?" he asked breaking the silence. "So good" I agreed turning around. It was good, great actually. We both sighed loudly again, "We know what to do" I said closing my eyes. He hesitated for a moment but said, "Switch the coffee machine off, go back to bed and break it-"

"What? No!" I said irritatingly. "What part-"

"All of it!" I yelled making him come near me. If he wants to continue having sex, then he needs to give me some commitment, I'm not going to do this without a relationship. He held my hands in his, "Look, I understand, but why not continue? We're both single, got out of a relationship, we're very compatible in sex and how about no feelings?" he said looking in my eyes.

No feelings? Is that what last night was all about? Just sex? Does he not feel anything towards me? Am I just some random girl? I can't do this, he may not have feelings for me, but I already love him. Oh then again, I don't want to lose him. If I say no to him now, it's going to get awkward and then we'll drift apart, no, I don't want that. If I say yes, then maybe there's a possibility that he would develop some feelings over time.

"What are we talking about here?" I asked folding my hands over my chest. "Oh, erm, alright, for one, we're both great at sex, I'm sure we won't be able to find something like this out there. For two, we're single, we don't have to be worried about anyone but us. For three, no feelings involved, cause if something goes wrong, we'd just stop having sex, we still get to keep our friendship" he said pouring milk to both of our coffees.

"Alright, fair enough. Let's do it" I said smirking a little. "We still have an hour to reach work..." he said putting his cup down, he slowly took steps towards me, "How about you save me some water bill and we shower together? That way you'll come in there with me fucking you, not your fingers" he whispered in my ear, while his hand slipped on my waist.

He heard me.

I was flustered and embarrassed. He heard me moan his name while I was masturbating. Oh God, but he doesn't need to know that I'm embarrassed right now. He was the one who said 'no feelings'. "Are you sure you can do it?" I replied looking straight into his eyes, my finger dragging on his toned chest. "Oh, you little piece of-" he said and put me over his shoulder and made a run to the bathroom.

He placed me on the counter and kissed my lips. His hands went under the shirt that I was wearing, I had no underwear on, his shirt covered most of my body. He pulled it over my head and pushed me against the mirror. His kisses trailed lower and lower until he reached my pussy. He pulled me back up and went to the shower.

The warm water hitting our naked bodies making us moan at some relief. He pushed me against the wall and picked up my thighs. He placed kisses on my jaw and my ears. He pressed his lips on mine again but this time he didn't lick my bottom lip for entrance, his tongue fought with mine and just like last night, his won. Positioning himself with my entrance, he bent down to my ear, "Are you on birth control?" he asked. I wrapped my arms around him and nodded biting his earlobe. He groaned as he pushed himself in, making my head fall on his shoulder. He picked up his pace as his grip on my thighs got tighter.

"Oh, you're - fuck - so good" I moaned in his ear making him go faster than before. I clenched around him making it difficult for him to move, none the less, he did. Within a few more thrusts, he twitched, indicating he was close too. "T-Tom, oh my god, I'm close"

"Hold it!" he warned. As his thrusts got sloppier, I got closer and closer to my orgasm. He kissed my jaw, "Come, love" and the both of us let it all out. "Still think I can't do it?"

••••••

"Emma, I need to tell you something" I said closing my trailer's door. I needed to let it out, I needed someone to know, and who better than her. "What is it?" she asked checking her makeup. I let out a deep breath, "Tom and I had sex"

"WHAT?" she yelled turning around. I ran to her and closed her mouth so that she wouldn't yell again, "Shhhh! Em, calm down, okay? I've got it all under control, I just needed to tell someone" when she nodded, I pulled my hand away and told her everything that happened last night, well, not everything.

"I don't think you should do it" she said standing up. I furrowed my eyebrows at her, I thought she'd be more supportive of us, since she knows that I love him. I shook my head and stood up. "What - Why are you - What are you saying? Are you not happy for me?"

"I am, I just don't want you to get hurt. I'm your friend, I'm looking out for you" she replied putting her hands on my shoulder. I don't know what came over me, I got angry, real soon, real fast. "Is it? Is it my best friend Emma who's looking out for me? Or the girl who likes Tom and wants him for herself?"

She gasped, "You know what? Do whatever you want, it's not like I care, anyways"