𝘈 𝘙𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘰𝘳 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘚𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 //𝘛.𝘍 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 //

Part 5 || 8 - All I Want...

Y/N's POV

It has been two months since I dog sat for Tom. Timber and I enjoyed that night, I felt so happy but I knew Jade didn't want me there, she didn't even try to hide it. I don't care. I'm finally trying to move on with Carver. I mean, it's difficult, it still feels like that I love Tom, but I won't move on if I don't try.

It was currently early September, only the war scenes had been left to film which were scheduled in December after the premiere of Part 1 in November. We all had a few months free, well at least the others had, I didn't. David and I had been meeting for the script of his movie which I was going to star in.

It had been 6 months since Carver and I had been dating, it was going good for a while, we got intimate as well, but something didn't feel right. I don't know what it was, but it was something. Since everyone was free, I thought even I would take a week off and we all would finally take that trip to my cabin. We were talking about it during the filming of Half Blood Prince.

Before I could text our group chat about going on a holiday, Tom called me. I picked it up as I felt two arms around my waist. "Hey, Tom" I said as Carver kissed the nape of my neck. I giggled a little because it tickled.

"Hey, erm, can I ask something from you?" Tom said as Carver turned me around and smothered me with kisses. "Yeah, what is it?" I asked sitting on the couch. "Jade and I are taking a trip for my birthday and Timber needs a dog sitter, can you? You can even stay over at my place, since all of her toys and food is here, so you know you don't have to come back and forth" he said making me roll my eyes.

I rolled my eyes not because I was tired of dog sitting for Timber but Tom and Jade were taking a trip. "For how long?" I asked as Carver brought a tub of Cookie dough ice cream and handed me a spoon. "A week or two, tops" he said as I ate some ice cream. I looked at Carver, "A week or two to dog sit Timber?" I said making Carver shake his head irritatingly and he stood up.

"Tom, I'll call you right back" I said hanging up the phone. "Why doesn't he fuck you, already?" he said running a hand through his blonde hair. I scoffed, "Where is this coming from?" I said folding my hands over my chest. "'Where is this coming from?' Really? You're asking me that? I see how he looks at you" he said making me confuse.

"'How he looks at me?' What are you talking about? He has a girlfriend whom he loves very much. Carver, I told you - there's nothing between-"

"You love him, don't you?" he asked cutting me off. I hesitated, I was trying to move on, as I mentioned, it was difficult. "I - I, erm-" "You don't know, this is what you're going to tell me, aren't you?" he said cutting me off. "Look, Y/N. You're really great, really very great, but I don't want to be the reason two people, who love each other very much, stay away" he said putting his hands on my shoulder.

I knew where this was heading, my eyes quickly teared at what he said, "I see the way you two look at each other. I saw you two at your Graduation Party, trying your best to keep each other close but failing because there were people around, stealing glances when the other person is not looking, I see how he finds subtle ways to touch your body, not sexually, but he pecks you cheek-"

"We've been like this since forever" I said cutting him off. "Not the point, Preciosa" he said tucking a stranded piece of hair behind my ear. "I'm saying that maybe you're with the wrong people. I don't want to be the wrong person but I also don't want to be the person who keeps you two apart. Believe me when I say that I want to be with you, I want a future with you, but not when your heart belongs to someone else" he completed and I met his eyes.

He wiped my tears and brought my lips to his. He pulled away, "This meant so much to me, it's sad that it lasted short" he said before leaving the loft. I burst into tears and sat on the ground. How many times is Tom going to break my heart?