To My Lovers

pride

I am not good at letting go
I still have my doll from when i was 3
And i have my second grade art tucked away in a thick file
And the letters that my 7th grade freinds gave me always draw a small smile on my lips
I have never been the one for goodbyes
But i accept their goodbyes
I will never leave you, i will carry you like my jewel
My pride and joy, i know you told me to let go but baby why do your actions never match your words
You called me desperate, pathetic even
But my heart just doesn't know how to unlove, i never learned how to let go of a broken child that i used to be but now you seem broken to me
So i don't know how to abandon another
Like how i always got left behind in the crowd
I don't want you to feel the same
So yes my pride is at stake
But if you feel any better by this then its all worth it