To My Lovers

in blood

And if i miss you hard enough
I will write you letters in blood
I will write down your name again and again till you miss me and groan my name in your sleep, till you hurt the way i do in your absence, till you miss me, not the type where you spare me a thought but a constant ringing of me in your mind and all of me plays in your head till you are exhausted and give up, till nothing but my arms soothe you
So you finally knock on my door again, and I let you in, like always i give you a home and a cup of warm coffee, i let you relax as i play your favourite song and make you at ease
You lay your head on my lap and i read to you, and your eye bags are very prominent, have you not slept my love? You seem to be in pain? What a monster would it take to harm your precious skin, and have you so troubled, a monster indeed
And so i plot my revenge, I love again, for i will always love you, but then it hurts to be so cold towards you, it really does but you deserve it, you deserve every bit of my malice but deep down i hurt too.
For the greater pleasure it is, for the greater satisfaction indeed
For the greater good, I kill you slowly and beautifully