I wanted to love you on my own,
I wanted to make you seem pristine
Untouchable
Not be worthy of your affections
And i hate you for showing me the workings of your heart
I hate you for all the i love you's we shared
And i hate you for your empty promises
Promises i never wanted in the first place
Because all i wanted was to be nothing
Pain without the salve
Loving you on my own
Fantasies i didn't want you to partake in
But you opened that door as well
Like the weakling you are you pretended to love my bruised heart
So i hate you
I hate you for all of it
YOU ARE READING
To My Lovers
PoetryI hope you miss me everytime you see the moon And i hope every starry sky reminds you of me
