To My Lovers

ashes

I hate cigarettes
But I always intake your second hand smoke
And they burn me,
Your words
Like ashes down my throat i choke on air
Poison laced lips kissing my neck and your hands fit perfectly on my waist
My skin turns blue from all the vile words you spit in the name of love
You strip me naked of respect and treat me like your doll
You never hold back your anger, you never try
Funny ain't it?
How you promised to love me forever through the same lips you cursed me death
Did your love ever mean anything if you threw it away so easily out of a little anger?
Just the way i told you we wouldn't last a week, because i water dead roses and you hold me at knife point for every mistake i make
And you killed me way too soon
Just the way i predicted it, you killed me before summer even came around