𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦

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ᵃˡˡ ⁱ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ⁱˢ ʸᵒᵘʳ ˡᵒᵛᵉ, ⁱ ᶜᵃⁿ'ᵗ ˢᵉᵉ ⁿᵒ ᵇⁱᵗᶜʰ ᵃᶠᵗᵉʳ ʸᵒᵘ
ᵒᶠᶠ ᵉᵐᵒᵗⁱᵒⁿˢ, ʷᵉ ᵈⁱᵈ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍˢ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʷᵉ ᵈⁱᵈⁿ'ᵗ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵈᵒ
ˢᶜᵃʳᵉᵈ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ˡᵉᵃᵛⁱⁿᵍ, ⁱ ᵗᵒˡᵈ ˡⁱᵉˢ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃˢᵏᵉᵈ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵘᵗʰ
ⁱ ˢᵉᶜᵒⁿᵈ ᵍᵘᵉˢˢᵉᵈ ⁱᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒⁿᵉ, ᵗʰᵃᵗ'ˢ ʷʰᵉⁿ ⁱ ᵈⁱᵈⁿ'ᵗ' ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵃ ᶜˡᵘᵉ

ᵐᵃʳᵗⁱⁿ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵍⁱⁿᵃ - ᵖᵒˡᵒ ᵍ

Oᴍɴɪsᴄɪᴇɴᴛ

"You really didn't have to do that" Wayne said, breaking the awkward silence in the car as he drove them home.

She had gone crazy back at the party. Swinging left to right, landing punch after punch on India. And India didn't even get the chance to fight back. Alaina was too damn fast.

She ignored what he had said as she watched the cars go by, trying to calm herself down. Her heart was still racing and she didn't like the fact that she didn't get to do enough damage on that bitch.

It made her even more angrier when she remembered how Wayne didn't speak up for her. Not even once. With his lying ass.

"Baby-"

"Don't you dare fucking call me that" she snapped, cutting him off.

How could he sit there, looking her in the face and call her that when he was doing the exact same shit with God knows how many bitches.

She had never been one to really question Wayne's fidelity but it all started when India came into the picture with the stupid texts.

And then he had tried to play it off, saying she was just Allie's best friend and that he didn't have anything to do with her.

It sure didn't seem like that with the way she was hugging up on him.

"Come on. You can't still be mad bout th-"

"How could you just stand there and watch her completely disrespect me like that?" She asked him, cutting him off. "You didn't even say shit to defend me. You just stood there"

Even when India was talking all crazy about Wayne cheating on her, he didn't say shit. Even when she had called his girlfriend a hood rat, he still didn't say shit. That had really hurt Alaina but she refused to let India see it.

"You shouldn't have let her get to you" he said.

"What? I shouldn't have let her get to me?" She repeated. "So I shoulda just watched her hug up on you like y'all was together or sum'? I shoulda just kept quiet when she started talking crazy?"

"That's not what I mean-"

"I did what the fuck I had to do. Now don't say shit to me about that"

It was quiet after that. Wayne just focused on driving while she just went back to looking outside the window.

"Is it true?" She asked after a while.

"Is what true?". She hated when he played dumb knowing that she knew that he knew what she was talking about.

"Don't fucking okay dumb Rodrick. Is it fucking true?"

He wanted to stall as much as possible but he knew that this moment would eventually come and he'd have to face the consequences of his actions.

"Yes"

"Stop the car" she said suddenly and he turned to look at her.

"What? Are you crazy? I ain't stopping the ca-"

"Stop the fuck car Rodrick! I ain't gon' ask again"

"Fuck no. I ain't doing that"

"Stop it". She reached over and gripped the steering wheel, making him lose control of the car.

"Lay stop this" he said, trying to pry her hands off the wheel.

He finally managed to get her hands off it, narrowly missing crashing into another car as he gained back control of the car.

"What the fuck was that?! You know how irresponsible that was?! What coulda happened if I didn't dodge that car huh?! Were you even thinking about the baby?!"

"I know. I know. That was very stupid. Don't fucking yell at me. This is all your fault"

"You know what? I ain't gon' argue witchu" he shook his head.

"For how long?" She asked.

"What?"

"You heard what the fuck I said. For how long were you fucking her?"

"It wasn't nothing serious Lay, I swea-"

"Answer the damn question"

"A lil over five months" he answered.

"Wow" she mumbled.

A little over five months? He was fucking around with her for five months?! And then he lied when she asked him about it?

Wow.

"It's not whatchu think. I swear I never cheated on y-"

"Ion even wanna hear it" she shook her head. She was completely done with all the lies.

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"You really not gon' talk to me?" Wayne asked Alaina, trying to get her to talk to him but she still ignored him as they walked into the house.

"Alaina please" he begged.

She was hurt. She felt played with. He had promised her the entire world as his queen but then had turned around and fucked her over.

"What do you want me to say? That we're gonna talk and work this out? Because we're not. I asked you Rodrick. I asked you if you had anything to do with her and you said no. You said you didn't. You looked me in my fucking face and lied to me" she said, her voice cracking a bit.

She refused to let herself cry. She had cried one too many times because of him and she wasn't about to do it again.

"I was scared you were gonna leave me"

"You were scared? That's your excuse? Really?"

"Just please let me explain"

"Explain what exactly? You was messing around with her and then you lied about it. It ain't rocket science. It's pretty clear"

"On my life I swear I didn't cheat on you Alaina. That shit with her meant nothing to me. I swear it was nothing serious" he tried but she shook her head.

"You know what's funny? Even though I know good and damn well that you lying right now, I still almost believe you" she told him as she humorlessly chuckled before shaking her head. "Stupid ole me. I guess I'll always be a fool for you. Putting up with all your shit"

"Come on don't say that-"

"No it's true. I really am. That's why you just take me for granted all the damn time"

"Baby" he moved to touch her but she moved back.

"Don't touch me" she said. "I'm sleeping alone tonight"






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