friends with more benefits {discontinued}

8

*explicit content*

Your phone rang and rang but Weston didn't pick up, you didn't blame him for not wanting to hear what you said. It was one thing to text but he probably didn't want to talk to you when you were drunk. Even though you felt far from drunk now.

You 12:30 a.m

Weston. I'm sorry for how I
acted tonight. Thomas found out,
I think we're over.

Weston Koury

I'm sorry. You're fine though.
It was nice to see you, I just wish
it was under different circumstances.

Your heart jumped a bit. You knew it was wrong to be feeling these things, especially right after your boyfriend who you loved had just walked out on you, but the thought that Weston had been thinking about you, wishing to see you...  It made you feel something.

You

I wasn't lying when I said I
missed you, just so you know.

You felt so dumb texting it. You should be texting your boyfriend, or ex-boyfriend, right now. You should be on your hands and knees apologizing to him for what you did, especially at his friend's party. Yet, you were so caught up in the fact that you missed a guy who treated you like shit, and that he maybe missed you too.

 You pulled out your phone and opened your messages to Thomas.

You

Thomas. Can we talk?

I'm really sorry about tonight, ok?
I know that I fucked up, I really want
you to be able to understand, I want
to tell you everything.

You weren't sure what you meant by telling him "everything" whether it was in regards to your relationship with Weston, or just what had happened tonight in general, but you wanted to talk to him. Not end things where they were.

Thomas

Y/n, as much as I'd love to hear
what excuses you can come up with
for how you acted tonight, I'd rather
not.

That hurt. You knew that it should though, you deserved to be hurting right now. You deserved to be in pain. You deserved to lose both Weston and Thomas because of the way you acted.

You

Thomas, please. I don't want this
to be the end. I want to talk to you.

Please? Come over. I'll explain everything.

Thomas

Save it. Please.

We're done.

You couldn't stop crying. You had just lost your boyfriend. The one man who truly liked you for you. All because you couldn't stand to see another girl with Weston.