Rainy Night In Morayta

EPILOGUE

I was walking around Nicanor Reyes street when suddenly rain started to fall, I looked at the sky and it's dark. I took my umbrella,and continued walking. My phone vibrated.

"Why?"I ask

"Where are you? Uuwi na tayo!"my sister said

"Wait,hintayin mo 'ko sa tapat ng UE."I said then turn off my phone.

While waiting for the go signal, nakita ko ang isang babaeng mag isang nakatayo sa tabi ng yellow cab, She don't have an umbrella. I don't know why pero nakita ko nalang ang sarili kong naglakad papalapit sa kanya.

My heart beat became strange when our eyes met, I don't know why I felt this but, I guess It's natural. Argh I don't know.

"You can join me, san ba punta mo?"I said, To be honest I really don't know why I'm doing this, Hindi ko naman s'ya kilala pero bakit ko ginagawa 'to?

She shyly looks at me, She's cute, I find her cute, and I'm starting to hate myself because of that.. We're silently walking, malakas pa rin ang buhos ng ulan.

"Here, dalhin mo na. I think walang balak huminto 'tong ulan."inabot ko sa kanya ang payong at hindi na muling nagsalita pa, Patakbo akong naglakad papunta sa tapat ng UE kung saan naghihintay sa akin si Lian.

"San ka na naman ba lumandi?"inis n'yang tanong

"D'yan lang sa tabi-tabi."sagot ko, ayoko na makipagtalo pa sa kanya, she's always like that, everytime na nawawala ako laging n'yang sinasabing lumalandi ako but the truth is not!

Days Passed and I always see her, I didn't expect that to happen, binalik n'ya sa akin ang payong ko, hanggang sa napapansin kong napapalapit ako sa kanya. Will I guess I like her, she's pretty and I guess we're the same vibes. Hindi s'ya kagaya ng ibang babae, iba s'ya sa mga kilala ko.

Nalaman ko ding she's a Psych student in FEU. Sandra has this kind of attitude that you'll like and I guess 'yon ang nagustuhan ko sa kanya? I won't deny because i really like her,the way she smile, the way she hate being called allesandra. It makes me smile like an idiot.

I didn't expect that I will feel this, I never been serious in girls dahil ayoko pumasok sa isang relationship. Kapag may nakaka MU ako hanggang do'n lang at mabilis akong magsawa at mapagod.

Pero kakaiba 'yung ngayon, Hindi ko maipaliwanag kung ano pero iba talaga e, "Hey liam, do you like sandra?"Felix asked, I nod.

"If you're going to play her feelings, pare tigilan mo nalang."

"why?"I asked

"Dahil ayokong masaktan ang kaibigan ko Liam, kaya pakiusap kung paglalaruan mo lang wag na."Via said.

Hindi ko maintindihan 'yung nararamdaman ko, I'm confused because it's my first time to be serious in girls, First time ko magka gusto ng ganito at hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko kung bakit, kung bakit ba ako nahuhulog sa kanya.

Nung mga oras na down na down s'ya dahil sa sobrang stress at palagi s'yang napepressure hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko, hindi ko alam bakit nagawa ko s'yang i-cheer up.

"You like her? no..You like her!"my sister said

"Do you think?"I asked

"Bro hindi ba halata? Look at you now! You changed a lot, she changed you! 'Yung liam na kilala ko sa pag aaral lang seryoso but look at you now!"she said

Nagbago ba talaga ako? Binago ba n'ya talaga ako? Hindi ko parin alam kung ano bang nararamdaman ko. Kung totoo ba 'to o maglalaro lang ako? I'm confused. Fuck!