You promised

chapter 17

Warning: this chapter contains sexual contents if you quick to report please don't read.

"Singakhuluma" (can we talk) he says entering the bedroom we had been sharing, i look at him through the mirror am still very much upset at him, how can he think he has right controlling my life and who am with , like i said he is a moody pregnant women and if i can beat him then why not join him.

"Yeah" i answer as he throws his naked body onro the bed , just covered in the white towel wrapped on his abdominal.

"Look am not against you having life outside this marriage and no this marriage doesn't have conditions you not getting social life but again this is Johannesburg CBD it's unpredictable what would happen next, i need to know each and every move you make , i mean every even when you go to the bathroom " i scoff immediately.

"Perhaps you forgot I've lived in the street of Jozi before what can possibly happen to me" i ask he raises an eyebrow at me immediately.

"Perhaps you forgot i married you, you didn't marry me" he says i thin my eyes at him " look i don't like going back and forth just do as i say, life is dangerous for a women these days who knows ,you could step out of the house and mistakenly fall in wrong place at wrong time" he says tilting his head, he stood from his initial place before walking to where i was, he leans on the chair making eye contacts on the mirror.

"I don't like being questioned my Authority, when i say something you must listen to me because i know what is best for you more than you do yourself" he says pushing his hands on my shoulders rubbing them softly with his fingers. "You know what i think about you..." his hands lowers immediately to the wrapped towel around me and unwrapping it revealing my twins my breath gets caught on my throat as he softly pinch before rubbing circles. "You like taking risk, you independent and trust your self way too much, you don't think about consequences for your actions because you believe in living in the now and worrying about the consequences later , the very first time i saw you, no not the very first but second you know what i saw, this burning fire in your eyes, you still have it and it turns me on so bad, that frown on your face , that anger when you shout that is the reason you deserved to be my equal half" he bites his lower lip as the last sentence comes in a whisper, i clasp my thighs together.

"And you know what i want to do, i want to break that stubbornness, this fire turns me on but nothing turns me on like an obedient, submissive women" he whispers as his lips comes in contact with the back of my throat, i moan at the burning on my lower abdominal, my inner lips twitch twice , he lowers his hand and when it presses on my clint i take a huge breath.

"If you used to obedient and submissive women am not one of them, I'll never be submissive" i whisper just as loud for him to hear, he presses pressure on my clint that i grasp his arm moaning as i ache my neck for clear view, my whole body is trembling, how does one posses so much power on your body.

"I'll break you baby girl" that should sound sadist right but suprisingly i find pleasure in his words, he moves his fingers in circle, i dug my fingers on his arms ridding his fingers "how does that feel baby girl" he whispers before running his nose on my throat , the contact makes me moan loudly this torture act is enough and unbearable.

"Please" i half moan half beg ,my nipples are now firm and my clint is swallown and sensitive, he turns the chair around so i face him before picking me up, i wrap my legs around his waist , its more easire when he had seen me for the past days naked every day of my life, my back comes in contact with the soft fabric of sheets while his fingertips come in contact with my now firm nipples, his tongue darts around his lips as he licks them before coming in contact with my nipples, i moan as his tongue flips around my nipples exchanging from one to another before he descends, his lips leaving kisses down till my pubic bone down until he finds what his looking for.

"Right now am contemplating whether to foreplay first or just get on with it because baby girl am dying here" he says as his lips come in contact with my clint.

"Shaka" it comes as an a long intake in intend to plead, he doesn't leave my clint as his tongue darts fourth and back, my hands can't help but grasp the back of his head as i moan riding his face, i could feel my core clenching before riding out my organism, his lips return back to mine as the salty taste fills both of our tongues , he unwraps his towel so gently, my heart stops immediately its about to happen, seeing the fear in my eyes he takes his fingers rubbing yet again my clint while directing himself , for few minutes its distraction before i clench my teeth at the uncomfortably feeling, a muffled cry leaves my mouth no matter how much i try pulling away from his kiss he wont let me a tear roll down my eye. They said sex is great, you find pleasure but all i feel is just pain and uncomfortable.

"Don't worry princess today we just opening you up okay" oh shaka Zulu can be gentle when he wants to i nod my head understanding, he grinds his teeth as his hips starts to move ever so gentle, i hold onto him crying at the uncomfortably feeling, gently he moves as the pain soon is replaced by a little bit pleasure ,my core burns as he continues to move in and out, my nails dug onto his shoulders as i tilt my head moaning, his own fingers dug onto my love handles groaning, the gentleness is gone as i feel him groan pushing himself deeper i cry out digging my teeth on his shoulders he curses.

"Am sorry baby girl i couldn't help myself " he says taking a huge breath his nails digging further in my skin threatening to reap it apart, for few minutes he holds me until my breathing is even before yet again moving his hips not so gentle this time but making sure he doesn't hurt me any further, in and out he moves inside and all i could do is moan out in pleasurable pain, our bodies make the sweet melodic sound as the clap into each other, i cry out as my undoing comes sooner than expected a loud half moan half cry escape my mouth and he soons follows on cue.