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🥀I Miss Him🥀

Collage AU

TW: SCHOOL SHOOTING

Kokichi POV

"Shu-Shu, do you have to go to school today?? You can always skip and call in sick" I say hugging my soon to be fiance. "No sorry Koki-dough, I don't want to miss any days I don't have to, but it's Friday, we can do anything you want this weekend" he smiles at me. "Ok Shumai, can we go to the park tomorrow" "Of course" he hugs me. "Bye Kichi," 🤟 he says and signs. "Bye Shu," 🤟✌ I say and sign back. I can't wait propose tomorrow.

~a few hours later~

I'm watching Demon Slayer and the breaking news comes on. A shooting at Shuichi's college... 10 injured, 8 dead. I can't believe it. I should've kept him home. I starte crying and praying for his safety. I stare out the window hoping he was unharmed. I hear my phone ring and answer it, not checking the caller ID. "Shuichi!? Where are you!? Are you ok!?" "Sir, I'm sorry to tell you this, but Shuichi is no longer with us. I'm very sorry for your loss." "He's dead..." "Yes, unfortunately." "Ok, bye..." I hang up and start sobbing.

~1 weeks later~

I visit his grave, holding the black box I was going to propose to him with. "Hey Shuichi, are you ok? I hope it's nice where are. What was your reaction when you heard there was an active shooter in your school, or were you their first victim? It's weird. It's only been a week, but it seriously feels like years since I saw you smiling. I really wish you accepted my offer to stay home when you had the chance. Mom, Gonta, and Rantaro are trying to help me through this, but I don't think they fully understand how I'm feeling. I understand they're trying to help me, but it's not really working. I miss you so much. Anyways... I know you can't really accept it anymore, but I would hate myself I decided not to do this. So Shu, I loved you from the moment I set eyes on you. You're the kindest person I've every met. I love you so much. I don't know what I would be like if I had never met you. So, I hope that one day, when I eventually meet up with you again, we can get married." I put the black box in front of his grave, hug the tombstone in front of me, and left. I hadn't realized it as I was speaking, but I started crying as soon as I said his name.

~time skip, 3 years~

I roll over to the side of the bed my late boyfriend would be sleeping on, hugging his shirt, trying to get any sense of him still being here, despite it being 3 years.

I lost my boyfriend August 29, 2020 (an, this is a world where carona doesn't exist, for purposes of the narrative) only about 1 week before his 22 birthday. He was shot dead in his class. He didn't deserve his fate. He deserved a lot better.

I cut ties with a lot of people. Kaede, Maki, Kaito, just about everyone he was close to. I dropped out of college and only leave the apartment to visit Shuichi's grave and to work at the coffee shop near my house. Mom and Rantaro are kind enough to do my grocery shopping for me. Gonta comes over almost every day to try and cheer me up, I usually pretend to be cheered up so he can be happy, but it's hard to be happy when you lose the only person you've ever fully opened up to so suddenly.

I miss him more than I can even put into words. I'm promising myself to never date anyone the rest of my life.

~time skip, 47 years, give or take, Kokichi is dead, but before he died he stopped wasting time on tears~

I died peacefully in my sleep. I lived my life in honor of Shuichi, I didn't really want to live, but I wanted to live a life that my late boyfriend would be proud of me for, now I finally get to see him again. "Kokichi!!!!!" Shuichi yells and hugs me, "I'm so proud of you, Kokichi, you lived so long, I understand it was hard for you, but you were able to do it." "I'm so happy I finally get to to see you again." "By the way, Kokichi, I would love to marry you." I started crying tears of joy and hugging him tighter.

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