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🥀just tell him im sorry🥀

TW for suicide

This isn't the first time Kokichi has been screaming at them. It's actually become a regular thing after Shuichi passed, today's just one of his worst days. His class wants to have a memorial service to commemorate Shuichi's life, Kokichi  doesn't like the idea. And he hates when sees a white flower on Shuichi's desk, he always throws it off asap. From his perspective: Why do we need a memorial service for someone who's still alive?

"NO, HE'S ALIVE!! I KNOW HE IS!! STOP LYING TO ME!! TELL HIM I'M SORRY!!!" "Kokichi, you're making this all harder on yourself if you stay in denial forever." Clove, one of the members of DICE, said,speaking calmly. "Yeah," Ace, another member of DICE, spoke and patted his back, trying to comfort him, "we want you to mourn and never forget him, but it's been almost a year since the funeral..." Scout, a member of DICE and his sibling, decided to speak up, "Kokichi, I'm sorry he isn't able to come back from where he is, he died a year ago today, I'm sorry but we're not lying." "Hey,should we give him the note?" Club whispered and asked. Scout thought about it, would it make the situation better or worse? Scout decided that it might be the only way Kokichi could get better, they grabbed the note from their nightstand and gave him the note. Kokichi read it three times, and stood up "Thank you for showing me this, I feel a bit better knowing he didn't leave me and go with someone else"

He seemed like he got better, but he's nothing if not a liar.

Kokichi took his own life late that night  on two anniversaries at once, the first anniversary of Shuichi's death and the fifth anniversary of their wedding. He did it exactly how Shuichi did it, one clean slice through his neck.

DICE was a mess, Scout was left to lead DICE and act as if nothing had happened,  as if they hadn't lost their brother and DICE hadn't lost their leader. Scout tried their best to keep DICE happy but nothing they tried worked, DICE had lost their leader, of course nothing was the same. DICE slowly lost their members, it got down to three before they disbanded, leaving scout to silently (well not so much when their roommate was asleep) suffer. Scout at the very least hoped that Kokichi would be proud they lived to their upper eighties and didn't take his route