🥀Shuichi...🥀

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by evil_supreme_leader

by evil_supreme_leader

TW: suicide attempt
In the killing game btw

Kokichi POV

I wake up and my boyfriend is nowhere to be found. I look around for him and find a note.

𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝙺𝚘𝚔𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚒,
𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝. 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚞𝚕𝚝. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚎, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚜, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜. 𝙿𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙸 𝚍𝚒𝚍. 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚘 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢
𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝚂𝚑𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚒

No no no, he's gonna kill himself, he isn't in our room, so he might be on the roof, assuming he didn't jump yet... I run out my dore and start running to the building with the flat top. I run inside the building and go up the stairs as quickly as possible. I get there and see Shuichi clutching the rails. "Shuichi..." he turns around. He has tears streaming down his puffy red face. I wonder how long he's been out here thinking about this. "Kokichi..." He tries to wipe his tears off his face with his sleve, "I'm sorry you had to see me this way"

I slowly walk up to him and hug him. "Shu-Shu, it's gonna be alright, I promise, you're safe, you don't have to help everyone out if you don't wanna, I'm worried about my family too, but keep in mind that they could still be alive, and if you wanna talk about your nightmares, you can, I'm all ears, I'll always be right here for you. You don't have to though, now come on, you can let it all out." I say and he starts sobbing more.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry" He starts repeating this again and again. I gently rub his back, "Shu, what's wrong, what are you apologizing for?" "For n-not coming to y-you for h-help, f-for wo-worring you, for t-trying to e-end my own l-life, e-everyt-thing..." "Shuichi, it's ok, I'm not mad at you, I'm not upset at you, it's ok, you didn't jump, you're safe. Now come on, it's cold out here, let's go inside and get warmed up, ok?"

He nods, takes my hand, and stands up. I wrap my hands around his waist and we start walking to his dorm.

~1 month later~

"Everyone else was right about you, Kokichi, you really are just a liar"

I say staring at the press, starting to sob.

"I'll always be right here for you"

Liar