Goodbye l.s

Chapter 2

A week has passed and it's been living hell thinking constantly of seeing the boys. Sadly, today is the day of the meet and I'm on my way there right now. As I pull into the parking lot I let out a loud heavy sigh. Now or never I guess. I get out of my car and walk into the room to see everyone else had already arrived.
"Hey stranger," Zayn says actually looking confused.
Did he not recognize me? I shake the thought from my head and take a seat away from everyone else.
"Okay so the plan is that you guys will write a new album after catching up. You will announce the reunion on July 28th and then go on tour. Am I clear?" Simon demands.
"Crystal," Liam responds.
The meeting went on discussing the rules and expectations. I got out of the room as soon as possible when the meeting was over. God I hated that. I shouldn't had even joined the band in the first place let alone be part of the reunion. All I ever do is bring the others down. They used to always try to get me solos and such because they claimed I was good, but we all know I'm awful. Not only when it comes to singing, but in looks also. I've always been the ugly one of the group as well.
"Harry!" I hear Louis yell and I tense at the sound of his voice.
"Shit..." I whisper under my breath.
"Wanna come hang out with all of us? We are going to Zayn's," he invites.
"No," I respond coldly.
Louis frowns and starts walking away.
"Yes he will," Simon decides to speak up.
God dammit! Why the fuck does he always tell me what to do? I hate the power he has over me. Louis and I go to catch up to the boys and we all drive to Zayn's. Once we all arrive we sit in his living room and everyone, but me talks include themselves in conversation. It's been at least an hour or so and not once had I even attempted at talking to any of them. It was their choice to cut me out of their lives and looks where that got me.
"Anyone else hungry?" Niall questions.
"Yeah," Liam agrees.
"I could eat," Zayn chimes in.
"Let's go get food then," Louis adds on.
"You coming Harry?" Niall questions once again.
"I'm not hungry. Actually I think I should go home," I say in attempt to escape the whole situation.
"No, don't leave yet. We just got here," Louis says.
"You must be joking," I say in an annoyed tone with an eye roll as I stand up to leave.
"I'm not," Louis claims.
"Really? Because last time I checked I'm just the kid who you got rid of the second you got the chance. I didn't wanna come in here in the fucking first place and the fact that I am is making me wanna scream my god damn lungs out. So I'm leaving and I don't care if you want me to or not," I snap at them all before exiting out of the door, getting a glimpse of their shocked faces before I do.