It's been a few months
"I CANT SAVE US!" I yell storming off into my room.
Wow we just got into an actual argument...why...why...why! I'm so dumb! It's so stupid! I should've just ate what he made...I couldn't..it was a bad day for me mentally and I couldn't bring myself to eat...I should just...ate. It's stupid I struggle with this. I'm stupid. I break down into tears falling into the ground.
"Haz..." about an hour later I hear a knock
Louis comes in and I immediately hug him tightly.
"I'm sorry"
"Hey don't apologize. I know you had a bad day and it's hard for you sometimes..I really want you to get better..I guess it went too far..."
"Y-yeah I'm sorry I said I can't save us...we don't need to be saved.."
"It's okay I shouldn't have brought up our relationship in a conversation like that..."
"It's okay"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
The next day we got into another argument.
"LOUIS STOP IT! I DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH YOU ARGUING WITH ME ITS MY LIFE!"
"CLEARLY YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO MANAGE ONE LOWSY LIFE "
"LOWSY?! GEE THANKS!"
"YOU KNOW WHAT I MEANT!"
"No actually I'm not sure I do anymore..." I start walking away, but Louis grabs my wrist tightly.
"DONT WALK AWAY FROM ME IM TALKING TO YOU!"
"L-Louis...stop it..."
He ignores me.
"LOUIS YOURE HURTING ME!" I yell loudly as he tightens his grip.
"I...I didn't...I didn't mean for this to happen..."
"I...erm I'm gonna go...for a walk.."
"But-"
"No louis I'm going.."
"Okay be safe..."
It went on for a month that we'd be in arguments. Until one was really bad.
"HARRY I SWEAR TO GOD WHY CANT YOU DO SOMETHING SO GOD DAMN SIMPLE?!? YOURE PATHETIC!"
"NO IM NOT!"
"YES YOU ARE! WHY DONT YOU GO HURT YOURSELF OR SOMETHING RATHER THAN BEING AN EXCUSE OF A BOYFRIEND!"
"W-what..."
"YOU HEARD ME!"
"I suppose I did...."
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Goodbye l.s
Teen FictionWhen Harry falls into mental disorders of all sorts nobody is there to save him. He's at his lowest when forced to come have a reunion with the boys. He's embarrassed about his issues and doesn't want the boys to worry. What happens when they find o...
