chapter 30

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(AUTHORS NOTE: NOW FROM LOUIS POV UNLESS SAID OTHERWISE!)
"I'm sorry...but he didn't make it..."
"No no no you have to be kidding...you're kidding he's not dead he's fine h-he..."
"Louis...he's gone" zayn snaps me out of it
I start full on sobbing.
"No no no it's all my fault!"
"Louis he was struggling...it's none of our faults"
"I shouldn't have said what I did it's my fault I didn't even get to tell him I love him as our last words I was so mean!"
"Louis it's okay he's in a better place now"
"No it isn't no it isn't he needs to come back I need him!"
"Can we see him one last time.."
"I'm afraid you can't..."
"Please"
"I'm sorry no"
We all go to liam's house and cry. I don't know what I'll do without him. I need him. I love him. I'll never love anyone else. We decide to turn on the tv to distract us but everything reminds me of Harry.
"I miss him so much and it hasn't been that long"
"I know Louis...I know..."
"I wish he was here so I could hold him and tell him everything is alright I need him!"
"I know Louis everything will be better..."
"B-but you don't know that! We fought so much...I was so mean and now I'll never see him again!"
"Louis it's okay he still loves you"
"But we cant love each other together anymore!"
"I know it's tough but it'll be okay"
(AUTHORS NOTE: sorry if you're crying heh)

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