Goodbye l.s

Chapter 22

It's been about 2 months since that moment. Louis and I had decided to move in together! It's been great...but he always leaves at random times...We invited all the boys over, so they're here as well at the moment.
"Anyone else hungry?" Louis questions
"Yeah"
"Yup"
"I could eat"
"A bit" I respond
"Okay lads let's go get food."
I stand up to go with, but Louis stops me.
"Harry...sorry but there won't be room...also are you sure you should be eating take out? You've gained some weight..."
"Oh yeah...I get it..sorry."
They're gone for the rest of the day...great I was ditched. Eleanor showed up asking for Louis as well. Maybe he was joking earlier...it's okay. Everything's okay...I open Twitter. Everything's okay until I see a tweet.
'Does Harry look like he's gained weight? Or is that just me?'
All the responses say they see it too...oh. I'll never be good enough.
"We're back!" Liam says
"Oh hey guys!" I say wiping the tears I hadn't realized were there.
"Are you okay?" Zayn questions
"Fine...I'm fine."
"Okay.."
"Why are you guys always so concerned about how he's feeling? It's always 'I'm little baby and I'm upset about some dumb shit'"
"LOUIS! That's way outta line!"
"So?"
"Louis...I'm sorry..."  I say not wanting him to feel that way.
He slaps me..he really just...slapped me? I stand up, run up the stairs, go into my room and lock the door. I just fall onto my bed and sob.
"Harry?!"
"Harry!"
"Let us in now!"
"Please.."
I refuse to answer anything too hurt to talk. About an hour later they try again. I still can't seem to form words and moving feels impossible..I don't want to see anyone.
"HARRY I SWEAT TO GOD IF YOU DONT LET US IN IM BREAKING DOWN YOUR DOOR!"
Shit...I make an escape through window, climbing down the tree and running off. Once I'm far enough, I walk. I end up at Simons house for some reason...I didn't have anywhere else to really go though...and surprisingly he calmed me down quite a bit. He offered me a blanket and tea which I accepted graciously. After about an hour of hiding out there, there's a knock on the door.
"What?"
"Have you seen Harry?"
I already told him what had happened, so hopefully he'll cover for me.
"No why?"
"Do you mind if we come in?"
"I do actually yeah"
I notice them pushing themselves in so I run up the stairs and into a room as fast as I can. I'm not dealing with this right now. I deserve better...right?
"What was that noise?"
"Probably the wind"
"Right..."
"Where's Louis?" Simon changes the subject
"He went to Eleanor's..."
"Oh! Did they form a friendship?"
"We think it might be more than that..."
He gasps. I text him.
'Hey I'm leaving thank you lots'
"WHY DID HARRY TEXT YOU?!"
"What?"
"Your phone on the table Harry texted you! It says he's leaving? Has he been here the whole time?"
Shit. I quickly use the secret door that leads into his attic. It was in the closet. His attic is quite nice. I thought it'd be creepy.
"Harry!?"
"Harrryyyyy"
I here them calling for me. After I think they left I climb out of the attic.
"Harry!"
"Oops.."
"What the hell!?"
"We were worried sick about you!"
They complain and yell on and on to the point my brain is spiraling.
"SHUT UP!" I'm completely livid.
They're silent and so am I. Nobody moves except Louis who walks into the room. Wasnt he just not here a second ago?
"Haz? What are you here for?"
"Simon, unlike you, doesn't slap me for being upset, he was the only person I had left when you guys are being asses!"
"Right..."
"What are you doing here?"
"I came cus Liam texted me"
"Cool anyways I'm leaving" I say walking past them all.
Louis is quick to catch up to me.
"Harry..." he sound like he's about to apologize but then he looks at Simon and stops. What was that about?!