Louis moved out. We broke up and announced it publicly. Everything hurt for months and nobody but Zayn was there for me. I started thinking a lot about him. I love his hair...and his smile...and his eyes...
"Harry? What are you thinking about?"
"Oh sorry nothing!"
"Okay then..."
"Zayn...can I tell you something..."
"Of course" his phone rang at that moment.
"Sorry I have to take this"
I listen in on the call. He was calling someone babe..I guess what I wanted to say no longer mattered.
"Sorry what were you gonna tell me?"
"Just that I'm happy we're friends"
"Me too"
We sit around talking for the rest of they day pretty much, but Zayn ends up leaving saying he had somewhere to be. I miss Louis..I know I shouldn't but I do. I'm not so sure if I like the idea of him loving me or the idea of love in general. It hurts to think about. Sometimes I stop and think that none of this is his fault and I'm overacting. He had to have a reason to let someone pretend to him...right? Maybe I should text him...I do exactly that and he comes over for a bit.
"Harry...I had no clue that he'd say things like that. He was supposed to take my place, not be a bitch."
"But you knew he was coming? Why did you agree to that?"
"Because Simon threatened that if I didn't he'd make your life hell..."
"Oh."
I feel very impulsive in the moment. I lean in and kiss him as if there was no tomorrow. I wish there wasn't. He's quick to respond, immediately moving his lips against mine. We pull away to breathe and just stare at each other, both of us in shock.
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Goodbye l.s
Teen FictionWhen Harry falls into mental disorders of all sorts nobody is there to save him. He's at his lowest when forced to come have a reunion with the boys. He's embarrassed about his issues and doesn't want the boys to worry. What happens when they find o...
