"HARRY! I DIDNT CHEAT ON YOU!"
"YES YOU DID!"
"Harry..I was upset..."
"Right being upset is a valid reason" I say sarcastically
"Harry it didn't mean anything!"
"Really?!"
"Yes!"
"Fuck you!"
"Haz..."
"No im done with this we're done!"
"You're breaking up with me?!"
"Yes!"
"You can't do that!"
"Really? I just did"
"Don't walk away from me...from us!"
"I'll do what I want..."
With that we were over. I walked away and stated in my room crying for a month. I didn't eat..or sleep...or talk to anybody.
"Harry...let me in!"
"No"
"If you just lay there you'll never get through this!"
"I don't care!"
"Harry..."
"Go away"
"Fine have fun being self destructive!"
...ouch.
"Okay"
The next week all the boys came.
"Harry come out!"
"Okay."
"Thank you"
"I'm gay!" I say sarcastically
"Really?! You know what we meant!"
"Harry come out of the room!"
"Nah"
Suddenly my door is kicked down.
"Jesus fucking Christ"
"Harry..."
"Ugh fine I'll come out jesus"
I walked out of the room. My legs feel like jello underneath me.
"Harry!" Louis runs and hugs me.
"Don't" I push him off of me
"But..."
"No louis just no..."
"But Harry we can saved!"
"I can't save us...I've said it once but this time I mean it hell I can't even save myself..."
"FINE BE A BITCH!"
...
"Louis! That's way outta line!"
"He's out of line! No wonder we abandoned his ass! He's a worthless piece of shit! If we would've just left him alone this whole time he'd be dead!"
"Y-you want me dead...?"
He stay silent....oh...
"LOUIS! THE ONLY REASON HE'S LIKE THIS IS BECAUSE WE ABANDONED HIM STOP BEINF SO DENSE!"
"It's fine..I get it.."
"Harry..."
"Maybe you should all just leave..." I go back to laying in my bed.
"Okay Haz...text us later yeah?"
"Yeah"
About an hour later I was sitting on my bathroom floor with blood running down my thighs and arms. I took 3 bottles of pills as well. This was it for me.
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Goodbye l.s
Teen FictionWhen Harry falls into mental disorders of all sorts nobody is there to save him. He's at his lowest when forced to come have a reunion with the boys. He's embarrassed about his issues and doesn't want the boys to worry. What happens when they find o...
