Goodbye l.s

Chapter 32

"I'm gonna go see jack"
"Who's jack?"
"The guy I met thats exactly like Harry!"
"Can I meet him?"
"Me too!"
"I wanna go!"
"Okay fine..."
"Hi jack!" I say as he opens the door after I knocked
"Oh hey Louis! Oh how nice! Your brought liam, niall, and zayn with you!"
"Wait how did you know their names..."
"What do you mean?"
"How could you possibly know their names...I didn't talk about it yesterday"
"I guessed!"
"Okay..."
"Anywayssss come on in"
"Hey jack can I talk to you real quick...alone"
(HARRYS POV!!!!!)
"What's up zayn?"
"Harry cut the bullshit why the hell would you do that to us?!"
"I..."
"Harry tell me right now or I swear!"
"I couldn't handle it anymore zayn...I couldn't keep waiting for everyday to be the same for me to wonder if things get better to feel selfish for not enjoying life...I could keep..wanting to..." I'm cut off by a small sob I could no longer hold in.
"Harry you wanted to what..."
"D-die...I wanted to die zayn I didn't want to feel like that anymore!"
"It's okay...but you have to tell Louis..."
"I know"
"Okay let's go back yeah?"
"Yeah."
(LOUIS POV)
"What was that about?"
"Nothing much we knew each other in the past"
"Oh!"
About an hour of talking later, Jack started looking nervous. He looked at his phone for a good ten minutes looking like he was deep in thought.
"You guys should go!"
"Oh uhm okay well it was nice talking.."
"Cya"
"Bye"
"Byeee"
About half an hour later jacks door is being knocked in so loudly we can hear it from our apartment.
"HARRY LET ME IN!"
"J-just a second.."
Harry..?
"Hi...." I hear him say
"Hello"
"How did you find me"
"Your phone location is on"
"...please leave..."
"Hmmm no I think I'll get what I want first"
I hear something slam against the wall and sobs.
"STOP IT!"
"Shhh"
"STOP!"
I knew something was wrong so I rushed over there.
"HE SAID STOP!"
"Oh Louis great to see you again!"
"Seriously?!? Was the first beating not good enough do you not remember that?"
"Clearly"
I immediately freak out. He was hurting Harry! My Harry! Wait Harry?!? I beat the shit out of him and he goes away.
"Come here" I say with open arms.
"I'm sorry" he crumbles into my arms
"Sh sh sh don't be sorry it's okay I'm here"
"Thank you"
"Anytime love...you know Harry had the same problem with the same guy..." trying to get him to say it on his own that he's Harry.
"What happened to Harry..."
"He uhm he killed himself...about a year ago..."
"Oh...why..?"
"We would always fight...I think it's because of me..."
"It's not"
"You don't know that"
"Maybe he just thought  that the only way he could genuinely feel at peace was so it. Maybe he was so tired of feeling numb and he thought he wasn't useful enough. He probably thought he just took up space because he never saw his full potential. He probably sees it now though.."
"That was oddly specific but you'd ant know for sure..."
"Louis..."
"Hm?"
"I'm harry..."
"Oh...okay"
"Sorry I should've just kept it secret I...omg I I'm sorry...maybe you should leave..."
"No Harry it's fine I already knew I heard that dumbass say your name."
"Oh."
"Harry..why did you tell everyone you were dead..."
"I needed to escape...I was so disappointed it didn't work..it was my only way out..I needed out."
"I understand" I say engulfing him in a hug once again.
God I missed him...