Goodbye l.s

Chapter 14

It's been months and the boys and I haven't spoken. I've gone numb to emotion. I just stopped caring. It was great. However, Salmon cowshit wants me to come back to the band. I'm not so sure I want to... the boys put me in a gc to tell me to join again..but I'm just not sure...Simon won't stop bugging me, so annoyed, I give in. I'm informed we have to all meet up tomorrow...great. It's about 7 pm so I decided to sleep earlier than usual. When I wake up I shower and then get ready. I go on my way and sit quietly waiting for the meeting to start.
"Okay so we have an interview tomorrow and Clearly you guys are far from getting along, so you guys need to act like it when it's time for the interview. Also I'm gonna have you guys do trust exercises."
I let out a small chuckle. Trust?! What would they know about that?
"Okay so Louis and Harry, Liam and Zayn, and then Niall will switch out with which ever pair you choose. Do trust falls"
I roll my eyes.
"Okay let's do this" Louis says
"Whatever" I say falling backwards into his arms.
"Okay my turn please catch me."
Louis falls and I move out of the way.
"WHAT THE HELL YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO CATCH ME!"
"Oops! Sorry I'm a whore I don't know how to catch!" Still not over the text he sent.
"Why do you keep going on about being a whore?"
"Oh you know just my favorite name you've ever called me"
"I never called you that!"
"Really!? Wowww you have the memory of a gold fish!"
I pull up the text and show him.
"I didn't send that!"
"Really because who else has your password then because somebody did!"
"Eleanor..."
"Of fucking course she does keep your bitch in line!"
"What's going on over here!" Zayn comes over.
"Oh you know some fun confronting about the text I told you about!"
"The one that called you a whore ?"
"Yup that's the one!"
"Yeah that was way outta line Louis"
"I didn't send it Eleanor sent it"
"Okay and? Maybe don't trust a bitch with your phone"
They look like they want to claw each other's eyes out, so I just grab zayn's hand and we sit on the couch.
"Thank you for that, but please don't fight each other again.."
"Okay haz..."
I set up my phone and we watch Netflix on it for the short period of time until the meeting was over.
"Hey...I'm sorry" Louis says as I was leaving.
"It's fine.."
With that we all go home and I go to sleep. I woke up and got ready for the interview. I was dreading it. I arrived early and just sat for a bit. Zayn came a few minutes later. Then Louis. Now we were waiting for the rest.
"Hey!" Zayn says
"Hi"
"Hello" I say giving a dimply smile to the both of them. For some reason I felt happier than usual.
"What's got you acting like sunshine?" Zayn says with a smile.
"Oh...sorry" I say thinking he was mad.
"Don't apologize I think it's cute!"
"I think it's cute as well" Louis chimes in
I sit there awkwardly. Everyone else arrives. We get through hair and makeup then the interview begins.
"So everyone is dying to know who here is single?"
"I am" Niall says
"I am as well" Liam says
"I am" Zayn says looking at me
"I am" Louis says leaving me in shock
"What happened with Elounor?"
"Wasnt working out well..."
"Oh sorry about that what about you Harry are you single?"
"Technically I am yes"
"Oh is there someone you've got your eye on"
"You could say that I suppose"
"Okay well moving on"
"What's in store for the next album"
"We've been working hard actually, it's gonna be a bit different from our usual albums"
The interview goes on and on.
"Okay I think that conclude the interview!"
We all walk away and to say I'm exhausted is an understatement. I fall onto the couch they had not wanting to have to walk home. Ugh!
"Hey haz you do know you can go home now right?"
"Yeah but I don't wanna use my legs" I joke
Louis picks me up,"you don't have to then"
I just let him carry me, too tired to comprehend anything. As soon as I'm in his car I fall asleep.
"Haz...wake up" o hear Louis say calmly.
"Hmm oh hey loubear"
He smiles widely.
"What?"
"You haven't called me that in forever"
"Oh"
"Well i was wondering if you wanted to spend the night at my house or just go to yours?"
"Your house, I don't wanna walk"
"Okay my house it is then"
We arrive and he carries me once again. He brings me to his room and places me on his bed. I fall asleep quickly. I dream of Louis leaving me again.
"No no please please stay don't leave no please I'll do anything"
"Harry!"
"Please stay I'll miss you!"
"Harry wake up!"
I bolt up with tears in my eyes.
"Harry are you okay...i think you were having a bad dream.."
"Yeah I'm fine now thank you.."
"Okay good.."
"Louis.."
"Hm?"
"Don't leave again.."
"Never in a million years"
I cuddle into him, feeling if I don't keep him close he'll leave.
"I love you haz.."
Those words struck something with in me. I lean in a kiss him slowly. He kisses back. It's nice. He deepens the kiss and bites my lower lip. His tongue explores my mouth. We both pull away eventually in need of air.
"I love you too" I say with a large smile.
"I'm glad"