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Serious conversation(Phil Angst)

((I saw this on tik Tok. Honestly it's a mood and I'm that kinda friend but also I thought it'd fit techno or maybe even Phil as well as I see him kinda like that as well. But for now I'mma do this for Phil. Because Phil angst why not))

Sam:so let me get this straight

Phil:*laughs a bit*

Sam:seriously

Phil:I'm sorry, I couldn't resist

Sam:...anyways so your always there for your sons or anyone in general if you can right?

Phil:oh 100%

Sam: if any of them had a problem, they can always come to you?

Phil:always

Sam: you offer advice or just be there for them if they need it at all?

Phil: sometimes people just need to let their feelings out!

Sam: no judgment of course

Phil:obviously

Sam:does time of day matter?

Phil: ppft- no

Sam:someone could FaceTime you at 3am and you'd be there for them?

Phil:sleep can wait, they need me!

Sam: what if they live an hour away?

Phil:have a car, will travel

Sam: wow truly remarkable. But what do you do when your having a hard time?

Phil:oh self-isolation

Sam: what?

Phil:lock myself in my room or lock those feelings away in my mind and shove all of that so far down that no one will know it was there. I mean why would anyone wanna know about or hear about my feelings?

Sam:maybe they-

Phil:I would never wanna burden another soul with the woes of my own. They already have enough problems to deal with, why would I wanna add to that?

Sam: but you just said-

Phil: no one is allowed to see me have a mental breakdown...even though several people have already seen me have a mental breakdown

Sam:....are you okay, Phil?

Phil:*sips coffee out of his mug slowly. Then sets his mug down and looks at Sam with a smile*yeah, why?

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