Killing Love - Deidara x Reader

Chapter 7- Don't even dare

Days were passing, I already met with Pain – our Leader. Life with the Akatsuki isn't as bad as I thought, maybe it could be better if Deidara wasn't practically living with me, his door is next to mine. He tried to talk to me a few times but I always cut him off, obviously. Little do they all know, I had to remade my whole plan about killing him, because I didn't think I would end up here. So, the plan is simple:

1. Telling him, that we need to talk.

2. Getting him in the forest, where no one can hear us

3. Lying a little so I can mesmerize him.

4. And then – my knife will be in his useless heart. Maybe I can even rip it out, but it would get too messy.

They all trust me, don't get me wrong I trust them too, they're like a family to me. Itachi is like a brother to me, Konan is like a sister and Tobi- well, Tobi is like my child. I won't blame them for Deidara's sins. He will pay for them. All of them. Today

- Hey, little one! – Kisame waved at me, stealing a part of my food

- Hey! That's mine, yeah! – I tried to yell at him, but my mouth was full with waffles that I made. Itachi taught me how to cook and how to do actually everything you can thing of. I didn't know I was that stupid, but here we are. At least everyone like my waffles.

- Lol, you sound like Deidara, you know. Also, don't you know you shouldn't talk with a full mouth! You really are a kid, ain't ya?

- Oh, shut up, you are only 2 years older than me – I pointed at him with my fork, blushing from his comment

- I just came to tell you that Deidara wants to tell you something, he said it's important, but I can't keep my hands off of your waffles! – The took another one and run away

- KISAME, YOU JERK! – I yelled at him, secretly laughting

"This guy really got into my trap hm, It's the perfect time for my plan"

I went to his door, and I knocked. "I do hate him, but I have manners, yeah! "

- Deidara, may I come in?

- Come in, un. – he yelled

I opened the door, seeing him at the other side of the room, making clay birds again. When he looked at me, he immediately left them and got up

- I wanted to talk with you, this can't and won't continue like that anymore. – his commanding voice made me forget about my anger and now I was just staring at him, with puppy eyes

- So, um... go on. Talk. – I commanded him, so he doesn't think this game is his. "What game are you talking about?"

- Sit down and listen. – "he won't stop, will he?" – You have to know the truth, so you can stop thinking I'm the bad guy. Will you listen to me without trying to punch me?

- ... I don't promise anything.

- So, this day, when... you know...

- You killed my whole clan?

- Yes, I think I already told you what exactly happened, when we were on the Chunin Exams, but I will repeat myself. I didn't want to kill your clan. It was a mission, and you know very well I could be killed if I refuse it. You still are alive, which is the most important thing at the moment. I'm not that heartless as you think I am. I too have feelings. You think it was so nice to kill your clan, with you, staring at me? You're so wrong.

- Is that all you have to tell me? – "I can't stay here anymore, my tears are going to show up and I will look weak..."

- I begged him if I can at least leave you alive, so that's why you still breathe. Even if he wouldn't allowed me, I would find a way to sneak you somewhere. It's not how you thought it is! I'm still your friend, even if you don't want to accept it! We are comrades now!

- Fine... – I turned to leave because I could feel my eyes were red. A hand tried to grab mine, but I quickly got away and locked myself in my room. "Such a jerk "

I stayed in my room till the end of the day. I don't want to see him, see them, showing them my weaknesses. They think I'm all tough but very inside me, I'm the same scaredy cat as in my junior years. Indeed, I became stronger and powerful, but I couldn't change my shyness so I just put some mask of the brave and tough girl. I really don't want to kill him, I realize everything now...

But for me, and for my clan. I will rip his heart out of his chest. Whatever it costs.

I was rethinking my murder plan, when someone knocked on my door.

- Go away! – I yelled from my bed

- It's me, let me in. – "It was Itachi. Phew... "

- Oh, it's you, yeah, come in! – He entered the room and just laid his back on the door

- What happened to you? Are you all right? – He seemed worried about me

- Everything is fine, Deidara told me a few shitty things, but it's fine, I think.

- What did he tell you? – He came closer and sit on the edge of my bed

- About his mission, which was killing my entire clan, and the reason why I'm not with them now...

- You shouldn't think about it too much, I, myself, killed my clan too.

- You did--? What... why?

- It was either my clan or the village, and it was kinda a mission too, but I think I get over it, after this much time.

- You're lying, ain't ya?

-Yeah, probably. – Itachi got off the bed – Just, don't became someone you are not, just because of this. Try to... forget it. I'm sorry for you. – And he hugged me. It was really nice hug, to be honest. The door cracked a little which made us separate from each other, even though we weren't doing anything, I mean, we are like siblings, yeah.

- I have to go. I will bring you food here if you don't feel like coming to eat with us.

- You can bring it here, thank you, really. – He left me.

Deidara's pov:

I was walking to y/n's room, so I guess, we talk? She didn't say anything there, but she looked she is about to cry. I thought I can cheer her up with clay bird, which I made for her... I was in front of her door, but it seemed like she isn't alone. The door wasn't completely closed, so I looked through it and saw...

Itachi? What is he doing with her? Wait, wait... WHAT? He is hugging her! And she is hugging him back! What does that mean! She is mine and only mine, and everyone knows that! Why is he even touching her...

My eyes saw enough, I closed the door which made it crack, and they for sure heard it.

Uchiha Itachi... you started a fight, un.