Killing Love - Deidara x Reader

Chapter 17 - True nightmare

Here, that's enough far. – Itachi dragged Kabuto who was like in hypnosis to a tree, then he did some hand signs which made the tree wrap around Kabuto's body catching him in it, without any way to escape. I just hope he doesn't start teasing me about the mark, like Sasuke did in front of Deidara.

- Look at me. Kabuto. – as Itachi said his name Kabuto was out of his hypnosis and was looking like walking kilometers trough a desert without having water with him.

- You... I had to foreseen this. – He was staring at me, trying to see something inside me, trying to see it. I was silent all the time, thinking that if I even open my mouth, I could dare him tell them everything.

- Where are the goods. – I was on a mission for a second time with Itachi, but I heard him talking that cold for a first time.

- What are you talking about? – Kabuto was smiling like a little devil – I'm here to buy some things, hmm.

- So, I should go trough your clothes to find it, hm. Or I should make you give me them. – Itachi pointed to Kisame to come next to him. Soon Kisame made one of his water jails which was like a huge water drop. He placed it around Kabuto's head like aquarium and soon, Kabuto was fighting for air. His body started shaking and a few packets dropped from his shaking pockets. I already knew that's the samples of Orochimaru's chakra, my hands were trembling, holding them, not like I didn't have one of them already in me but still, it was creepy.

- I got them! – I took all of the samples in my back, Kisame made the water jail splash around the tree, leaving Kabuto to breathe. He was coughing and trying his best to catch for air, filling his lungs with it. We just stayed and wait for him to get done, so we can ask him a few more questions. Killing him wasn't a part of our mission, which I'm angry about the most.

- You... *cough, cough* ... You will die! – He hissed at us, looking funny than terrifying to me.

- Yes, yes, save it. What do you need the money from the chakra for? – Itachi had still got Kabuto in his trap.

- Why don't you *cough, cough* ask her? After all, she-

- Darn you, loser! – I couldn't let him say it so I just punched him in his stomach, taking the air he so hardly collected.

- What is he trying to say? – Itachi looked at me confused.

- I don't know. He is lying. Can't you tell? – I pointed at the poor Kabuto who was again catching air.

- Orochimaru will be here soon, unfortunately Sasuke won't be able to come, Y/n – Kabuto finally spoke up again, only to choose talking shits again...

- Sasuke? I thought he is dead, Y/n? – Itachi was now looking even more confused, like I wasn't. I thought I killed Sasuke too.

- Shut up all! Kabuto! Tell us why are selling the chakra? Tell us everything, or I will finish you here. – I was as close as possible to Kabuto, made my way trough the two confused boys. Kabuto already suffered from my powers, I still can see the scars on his hands, which used to be burned long ago. He knows that not even Itachi, nor Kisame can put him trough true Hell.

- You didn't saw everything I'm able of, want to check now? – I whispered to his ear, avoiding Itachi and Kisame hearing me. I scared Kabuto, that's for sure, looking at his face, remembering me of Sasuke.

- You... - Kabuto didn't know what to say. He was just staying, staring like pup, waiting for his owner to come and save him. But not this time. This time I'll avoid a fight. This time no one will get hurt, we will finish successfully out mission, putting down Orochimaru and his group... Finally getting rid of these Orochimaru missions. Go home, relax. Play games with the others, with Deidara who is waiting for us to return.

But it's all an illusion. There is no such life for me, there isn't even life for me. My deepest dreams which I'm not even able to say out loud, will remain as dreams. All my close one will leave me, for the awful creature I am, even Deidara. Dying alone, banished from everyone. I wasn't meant to be here. Deidara should had assassin me too back then. I was so afraid, so panicked, hypnotized from the dark thoughts that were always with me, I didn't notice how everyone was staring at me. Their eyes, locked in mine made me feel even more anxious, I took a few steps back even though I didn't do anything wrong. Did I?

-Y-Y/n? – Itachi was staring with dropped jaw at me, at my red cloud, who was like a big crown over my whole body, staring at the burning grass under my feet. Tears were rolling down my cheeks, they were looking me differently, I was most afraid of this. The heat took over my body, I was too scared to keep it calm, to try to hold it.

- I told you, you will die. – Kabuto smirked from the tree, he got out of the wooden trap, probably because Itachi was too shocked from what he saw. Kabuto left before I erupted like volcano, my emotions were the lava, and my comrades were burned in it. I got on my knees, crying and yelling. The red cloud got bigger and bigger, the heat was starting to hurt me, when Itachi came and tried to hide his shock.

- Calm down, Y/n! – he tried to hold my shoulders but his hands got burned before even touching me, leaving him in unthinkable pain. That made the things even worse. Affected by the fact that I hurt someone close to me, I completely gave up, only wanting to vanish. I was holding the grass with my hands when it burned, everything I touched was burned, the whole forest was going to burn, with Itachi and Kisame. The grass was black, the flames were taking their road up to every tree they faced, soon everything was in flames, burning down, a true Hell. I felt the rinnegan switched in my eyes, only making the thing worse. I was trying to see the chakra of my two comrades thanks to the rinnegans, but I couldn't sense it. I felt how I overpowered my chakra, flames becoming even bigger, tears were drying on my hot skin, but still I was crying, yelling, when I just couldn't take it anymore and I chose death. Closing my eyes, feeling a little bit better I died on the burned grass, not able to inhale clear air.