Killing Love - Deidara x Reader

Chapter 30 - Know my name

We finally got to out hideout, it was still night and everything was dark, so I guess no one saw us. We went to our room, well... Deidara took me to our room, walking as quiet as possible. Once we got to our room, we went to sleep, like nothing had happened. I was tired, barely moving but still this sleep was one of the most relaxing one. And from this day on, every night will be nice.

The next morning came, the sun shined at us, I got up and I got dressed, knowing I had to do something, so I went straight to Pain's office, of course not even knocking on the door, but he got used to it.

- Good morning, Y/n. – Pain was organizing some folders on the library

- Sit down, you won't like that. – he turned at me, rosing his eyebrow, but he sat.

- What. – you could feel the tension in his voice, but I didn't react to it.

- You won't need to worry for the special mission anymore. Kick me if you want, but I won't allow you. – I put my hands on the desk, his confused look made me relaxing a little.

- What exactly do you mean? – He put his hands on the desk too, staring suspicious at me.

- What I want to say is that I killed him, I killed Orochimaru and I turned his little hideout into some ashes. And I'm feeling amazing. – I crossed my arms on my chest, looking at his confused eyes, which widened as I finish.

- I... I told you that you can't go... - he couldn't believe it.

- Relax, I'm sorry, yeah, but honestly, I'm not, so don't be angry for that I'm done with my promise. – He got up and went trough his orange hair with his hands, analyzing everything I told him.

- D-Did you at least took more samples of the chakra? – he turned his serious look again.

- No, of course. You have enough and I think this is something we shouldn't put a finger into. It's too dangerous.

- I see... I guess you matured even more for a very little time, didn't you? – he smiled a little at me

- Don't underestimate me, Pain. I'm the one you can trust, and I can do everything. It's not a secret that I posses more power than you, but I'm fine in my current position, and I like you being our Leader! – I smiled at him, the tension disappeared.

- So, in the end I didn't make a mistake, huh. I guess I'm the fool. – he smirked at himself

- Next time, give me more difficult mission, can you? – I smiled again before I left the office, completely proud of myself. I went again to our room, where Deidara was sleeping.

- Wake up, sleepyhead! – I got on top of him, trying to wake him up.

- Damn, un. Five more minutes! – he took me by my hips and locked me with his arms in a very tight hug.

- I...um... I guess five more minutes won't hurt. – I blushed as he smirked at me, wrapping his arms around me and making me fall asleep for another two hours...

After two hours:

- Wake up, un! – Deidara was patting my shoulder lightly, trying to wake me up. I opened my eyes, seeing his eyes wandering over my face, inspecting every little detail of it. I blushed a little, even though I got used to him, he always makes me blushing! – Wake up, princess.

- I'm gonna kill you for waking me up. – I kissed his forehead, leaving a little heat on it

- What if I kill you before that? – he smirked at me, taking me out of the bed, bridal style.

I enjoyed every single moment with him. I was enjoying every touch of him, everything. I guess people can find happiness though... They can learn how to love their enemies, how to love instead of killing. How to melt, even if their heart is made of ice. Sometimes I was crying from happiness, the life was worthy living it, and I was happy, with my soulmate next to me, with my family, which I used to hate, with our Leader, from which I used to be afraid. I mastered every technique existing, becoming the strongest one, this time not only in my poor village, but in the whole world. My soulmate was becoming strong with me too, training as hard as me. Sometimes, I think about my very old life, but every time I think about it, it's always the hatred that fills me.

I guess it was meant to be. It was meant that my life will mess up that much, that everything I love will vanish, and I will learn to love everything I hated the most.

Becoming something.

Thank you, Deidara, for teaching me of what being art means.

Thank you.

a/n - so this was the end of my first book, it was like raising a little kid, and I want  to thank for every one of you, for reading my book, for voting, for spending time, enjoying it. Thank you, sincerely <3