Unlikely Mistake ✔

Mistake.19 - He's Drunk

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》CHEYNE《

Nasa kama ako nakahiga, nag'iisip ng pwedeng pagka'abalahan dahil bagot na bagot na ako.

"Hay..." Hindi ko napigilan magpakawala ng isang malalim at mahabang buntong hininga.

It was another yet boring saturday afternoon for me. Kahit si Ate Linda na kasambahay namin ay wala, nagpaalam kasi sya mag day-off ng dalawa araw dahil birthday ng anak nya na nasa probinsya. Sino naman kami para ipagkait sa kanya ang makasama ang pamilya nya diba? Yung isa pang kasambahay dito nag'resigned na. Kaya ito mag'isa ako sa malaking bahay na to, nakakabingi ang sobrang katahimikan dito. Pakirdam ko any momemt mababaliw na ako!

I tried calling Lyn kanina para sana magpasama ako lumabas pero sabi nya busy daw sya this past few days dahil may ginagawa silang bridge somewhere. I also called my Mom but she too is busy, she's going to attened some gathering or something. At kahit ayaw ko tinext ko rin yung dalawa kapatid ko but they too are busy sa business nila.

This day really sucks! I'm all alone and lonely.

I don't have any idea why, for some odd reason I felt alone and lonely. Several days had past since that night, the very first time i saw him angry. And I had successfully managed to avoid him or so i thought, because i think he's avoiding me too. Kaya hindi talaga kami nagpapang'abot o nagkakausap man lang. Even about our baby.

Speaking of baby. I'm on my 20th weeks of my pregnancy today. This was suppose to be a happy day but no because he is not around. He's supposed to be home dahil day-day off nya every weekends if i remember correctly yun ang sinabi nya dati, pero hindi ko pa nasisilayan miski ang anino nya ay di ko pa nakikita simula kaninang umaga.

I ran my hand through my hair. This feeling is frustrating... really! Bakit pakiramdam ko affected ako na iniiwasan nya rin ako? It should be the other way around!

What did you expect? Nahahabulin ka ulet nung tao? Na susuyuin ka nya? Kasalanan mo naman kasi! Tapos ikaw pa may gana iwasan sya, you should say sorry for making him worry about you, you know. - sabi ng isang bahagi ng utak ko, but i just choose to ignore it.

I still think wala akong ginawang masama. Well maybe i did something... but that doesn't mean that he's going to avoid me too, he isn't supposed to ignore me!

That guy is just so frustrating!

Nasa ganun akong pag'iisip hanggang hindi ko na namalayang nakatulog na pala ako.

Hindi ko alam kung gaano ako katagal nakatulog but i was awaken when i felt the urge to pee. Kaya agad akong tumayo at papungas-pungas na dumiretso sa banyo.

Paglabas ko ng banyo napatingin ako sa bintana saka ko lang napansin na medyo madilim na pala sa labas, Kaya sinardo ko ang mga ito. Habang nagsasarado ng bintana ay nakaramdam ako ng gutom kaya naman napagpasyahan kong bumabasa kusina.

Binuksan ko ang ilaw sa hagdan, habang pababa ako ay nakaramdam na naman ako ng kalungkutan. Sobrang tamik... nakakabingi ang katahimikan. Nakakalungkot i feel so alone in this house... well literally mag isa lang ako. I know for a fact na wala pa dito si Enzo dahil kung dumating na sya sana bukas na ang mga ilaw ng bahay. Napabuntong hininga nalang ako.