Unlikely Mistake ✔

Mistake.1 - Conception

Conception - the action of conceiving a child or of a child being conceived. Conceive is to become pregnant or to come up with an idea. Both imply planting a seed for something, either a baby or a thought. - Dictionary.

WARNING: Be OPEN MINDED! GREENLAND ALERT! You've been warmed!

》HER《

Kasalukuyan akong nakaupo sa pinakadulong upuan nitong bar counter, trying to drown myself with liquor. Pakiramdam ko kasi gumuho ang mundo ko dahil sa natuklasan ko.

That is why tonight... i want to forget everything that's been going on with my life. I want this heaviness in my chest to go away. I want to forget this excruciating pain even if it's just for tonight.

"Hi there Miss," sabi ng boses, he's trying to sound sexy but failed at doing so. I'm not sure if it's me or not kaya naman nagkunwari akong walang narinig at pinagpatuloy ang pag-inom ko. Ilang saglit lang ay naramdaman ko naman ang pag-upo nya sa katabi kong upuan.

"I'm Mark by the way. What's your name? You don't mind if I company you, right?", his voice is a little bit louder this time.

Hindi ko na napigilang lingunin sya. But not because I'm interested. Gusto ko lang makumpirma kung ako ang kinakausap nya. Positive. Ako nga ang kinakausap nya, nakangiti sya habang nakatingin sa akin. At sa totoo lang, I find it creepy. Kaya naman agad ko ring ibinalik ang tingin ko sa iniinom ko.

I know what he's up to. He's trying to hook up with me. Hindi ako tanga para di malaman yun. Hindi lang sya ang unang lumapit sa akin simula ng umupo ako dito. Sorry for him though, coz I'm not interested. I'm not the woman he is looking for. I'm not up for that.

So, I ignored him. I continued sipping on my Margarita. Rude na kung rude pero wala akong pake! That's why I didn't even bother acknowledging his presence. Para sa akin masamang hangin lang sya. Masyado nang maraming tumatakbo sa utak ko ngayon. Hindi na nya kailangang dumagdag. Isa pa, I didn't come here to meet guys or to have fun. Me, being in this kind of place means only one thing.

That is to forget... I simply want to forget everything! Kahit temporary lang... I want to forget this pain in my heart. Kahit ngayon gabi lang.

Pero itong lalaking ito parang walang pakiramdam! Hindi ko alam kung manhid lang sya o talagang tanga lang eh! I'm not even entertaining him! Hindi ko siya kinakausap! Kaya bakit hindi niya magets na wala akong balak na kausapin siya o ang kahit sino sa lugar na ito! Just because he's sitting next to me doesn't mean na obligado akong kausapin nya! Nakakainis!

Kaya nga dito ako umupo sa pinaka dulo ng counter ay para tago at walang magulo, pero epal pa sya! Ipinikit ko nang marinin ang mga mata ko saka napabuntong hininga. He started telling me something about himself. I can't help myself but roll my eyes. I'm restraining myself from completely snapping at him.

Blah blah blah... hindi ko naman iniintindi ang mga sinasabi nya. Isa pa maingay ang paligid kahit pa medyo lakasan nya ang boses nya. Napakadaldal niya gawd! Ka-lalaking tao, Major turn off tuloy! Uulitin ko lang. I don't know if he's stupid or just simply dumb. But can't he see or feel that I'm not planning on talking to him? I took a deep breath.