Unlikely Mistake ✔

Mistake.5 - His Thoughts

》ENZO《

Nocturnal emission or in other term wet dream. Akala ko noon nararanasan at commom lang ito sa mga adolescence because just like what everybody says 'teenagers are hormonal. But i thought wrong. Hindi ako sigurado kung normal pa ito sa edad ko ngayon but I've been experiencing it ever since that night. I been having an erotic dream about her... about us getting hot and steamy in bed.

Almost every night i would wake up in the middle of the night feeling hot and sweaty all over. Feeling like i just finished one hot steamy session. Almost every night cold shower had been my bestfriend. Because cold shower is my only way to ease what ever has been happening with my body. And I have that woman to blame for this. Yeah, she's the one responsible to it.

Ever since that night few weeks ago. That woman never leave my circulation... she never leaves my mind. She always invade my thoughts... and my being. And I can't get her image of lying in my bed under me moaning out of my mind. As well as I always have this urge to go and see her again. Though i always hold myself back. Because my thoughts are way inappropriate.

Until now i can still clearly remember that night. I was dragged there by my cousin but as soon as he hooked up with a girl he already forgot about me.

Then she came. I've been watching her since she step a foot in that bar. I could tell that she was lonely and sad. Her expression says so. She was so beautiful even with just her simple faded jeans and shirt. I think her simplicity is the reason i was drawned to her.

With her kind of look you could tell that she is the type of girl who didn't want to draw attention. The kind of girl that don't really like going into bars... in that kind of place. I've seen it... how her face changes when she saw two people making out. Someone doing the dirty dancing and the smell of cigarettes.

Nasa gilid nya lang ako nun, malapit lang sa kanya yung lamesa kung saan ako na pwesto. But she doesn't seem to notice me. It's like... her thoughts are flying somewhere... everywhere.  Para bang may malalim syang iniisip.

I also saw a men approach her. I'm intrigued on what she will do... so i remain in my seat smriking the whole time while watching. Just like what i thought. She didn't entertain the guys. Sa huling lalaking lumapit sa kanya ako pinaka na'entertain. I almost laughed out loud when i saw the irritated look on that asshole's face when she just ignore him as if he didn't exist.

I too actually want to approach her. But for the first time in my whole life. Naramdaman ko yung sinasabi nilang pagka'torpe. Na parang bigla akong tinubuan ng hiya sa katawan. Iniwanan ng confidence. Na para bang biglang bumaliko ang dila ko. Kung may nakakarinig lang siguro ng mga naiisip ko ngayon. They would probably say....

Si Enzo Levesque. The CEO of Levesque Kingdom Mall. One of the most sought eligible bachelor in town is being shy on approaching a girl? Are you fuckin' kidding us? No way!

That matter is laughable. But then again that was the truth. And i'm not being coimcited here. I have my fair share of women i've dated them though puro fling lang yun, nothing serious. Kaya magtataka talaga sila na hindi ako makalapit sa isang babae ngayong gabi.

I remain watching her like a creep, hanggang sa napansing kong tumayo na sya sa kina'uupuan nya, kaya napatayo rin ako. At patuloy ko pa rin syang sinundan ng tingin. Pinanuod ko syang maglakad pa labas ng bar. Naglalakad ng pagewang-gewang is the right term. She look really wasted. I kind'a got worried so i followed her.

Outside the bar she almost fell on his face buti nalang nakasunod na ako at nasalo sya. It was actually a bit entertaining seeing her drunk. Anyway... my plan was simply to ask her address and take her home. But then again she passed out even before she could answer me.