Unlikely Mistake ✔

Mistake.26 - Take it Slow

》CHEYNE《

I was awaken with the warm breath fanning against my cheek. I can feel a body heat engulping mine and something heavy on my stomach. I pry my eyes open just to see Lorenzo's sleeping figure next to me. Arm drape around my stomach being the source of that warm feeling. No wonder i sleep so peacfully last night.

Sinilip ko ang orasan na nakapatong sa night stand sa gilid ng kama. Its still too early to get up. Siguro nakabawi na ang katawan ko sa kakatulog ko kahapon kaya maaga akong nagising ngayon.

I shift my gaze to the man next to me. I stared at his sleeping figure. I can't help but smile as i look at him. He seems like a baby sleeping. So peaceful and innocent. I can't believe that this is really happening to me. That i would woke up one day beside him. That i would be able to feel this kind of warmth in my heart. This happiness that making me feel like i'm on cloude nine.

I notice that his lips are bit parted. And It gives me the urge to kiss those so badly. But decided not to, dahil baka magising sya kung gagawin ko yun. At nakakahiya rin kung mahuhuli nya ako.

I was actually a bit shock na makita sya dito sa tabi, I almost ask kung bakit sya dito natulog sa tabi ko. But then i remember what happened last night. Does seeing him now, right here besides me prove that i wasn't just dreaming last night?

Marahan akong tumagilid ng konti paharap sa kanya para mapagmasdan ko pa syang mabuti. Gusto syang tanungin tungkol sa mga sinabi nya sa akin kagabi. And I want him to say those words to me again. I want to hear it again.

Pero sa pagkakataon ito, gusto kong sabihin nya yun ng alam nyan gising at nakikinig ako. Gusto kong patunayan nyang hindi lang bahagi ng panaginip ang mga sinabi nyang yun akin. I want to know that i'm not just mixing my dream to reality.

But then i don't want to rush things between us. I can't just simply ask him to tell me those words again. Because that's not easy. Life is not easy. Just like what everybody says, it's easier said than done. That's what i thought too. So, for now I don't have a choice but to wait for him.

Yeah, I just have to wait for now. Dahil alam kong darating din ang tamang panahon para dun. Tama... pag handa nya sya. Pag siguradong sigurado na sya sa feelings nya. Same goes with me. Paghanda na ulet akong sabihin sa kanyang mahal ko nga syang talaga.

"I'm already falling inlove with you... Cheyne."

Okay lang naman kung mas paniwalan kong hindi lang panaginip yun diba? Dahil sapat na sa akin na katabi ko sya ngayon para maging patunay na sinabi nya nga ang mga katagang yun. I'm certain that i already love him. While he is already falling in love with me. Does that makes our feelings mutual right? I'm not sure.

I lifted my hand and take my point finger to lightly trace his features. From his eyebrows, to his long eyelashes, to the tip of his nose, to his cheek bone and lastly to those kisable sinful lips. I can say that his lips are my weakness. Every time i look into it, i have this urge to kiss him, senseless.

I shook my head. What am i thinking?! But i just can't help it. My thought are being perverted everytime i stared at those.

Binaling ko ang tingin ko sa noo nyang may benda. Hinawi ko ang buhok nyang nakatakip rito, at maingat itong hinaplos. Napawi ang ngiti ko. Nakaramdam ako ng lungkot. Parang my kumurot na naman sa puso ko. Nang gigilid na ang luha sa mata ko. It hurts to know na nasaktan nang dahil sa akin. Buti nalang talaga at hindi naging malala ang aksidente nya.

Kahit sabihin nyang hindi ako ang may kasalanan sa nangyari sa kanya pakiramdam ko ako talaga dapat nyang sisihin rito. Kung naging malawak lang ang pag-iisip ko. Kung hinayaan ko lang syang magpaliwanag hindi na aabot sa ganito. Na kailangan nya pang masaktan.