Memory Loss

Chapter 25

Chris

I can't believe my luck when she kisses me, I came over to tell her how I felt. Not seeing her was painful and I needed to see her and tell her, I know its selfish of me considering what she's going through but I feel like I need to be here with her to help her through it, I feel like its my right to be included in her grief even though I know its not.

Seconds have gone past and she is dragging me towards the bed and pulling my top off. I kiss her back and something swells inside me, I knew I was inlove with his girl but this is different, she thrusts her tongue into my month to deepen the kiss and my body acts accordingly practically crushing her to the bed. She doesn't see to care and starts undoing my belt, I become suddenely very aware of where this is going and find I don't care, I want to do this with her. I take her top off and undo her bra, I stop kissing her to take her in, all of her and she is gorgours her boobs are amazing. I start kissing her with a renewed sense of purpose. out of the corner of my eye I see her rummaging with one hand in the bedside draw and it takes me a mintue to realise what she's after. I get to it before her but she snatches it out my hand and put it in between her teeth while she takes my jeans and boxers off. When she touches me and smooths the condom the lenght of me I'm surprised I don't come right there and then. She smiles up at me like she knows what i'm thinking and then pulls me closer and i feel myself slide into her. I'm kissing her like crazy when all a sudden a wave of emotion hits me, I've done this before, this exact thing I remember. The I remember everything. I stop kissing her but she doesn't stop moving and neither do I. I know what I'm doing and I know what she likes, I start moving slower and take my time and she gives me a weird look as she tilts her head sideways. I know she is trying to work out whats going in my head but she is finding it hard I can tell because she is enjoying herself way to much.

She arches herself towards me and I feel myself coming to an end, this is it, the pleasure that hits me as she cries my name is so out of this world I wonder how I ever manage to forget her.

Afterwards I'm laying next to her, staring into her beautiful green eyes wondering how I ever forgot her.

"I remember," I tell her.

She looks up in shock, her face lightens up.

"When?" She questions.

"About half way through that" I tell her smiling.

She looks at me in shock, and its funny because I realise that she needed me and she didn't care that I had forgotten but also she realised that I didn't remember her but I still wanted her.

"I came over to tell you I love you," I smile at her.

"Oh god I love you too Chris," She tells me kissing me. "I can't believe you fell in love with my twice, how lucky am I." She smiles. At least now she knows how much I need her in my life. She can finally believe she is good enough for me, somthing I've always known.

"I don't think my heart ever stopped." I tell her because I was drawn to her from the first time I saw her in the car park.

She rest her head on my chest and as we sit there in silence I carry on remembering. I remember me and Brett thinking it would be a good idea to go down a hill in tolley, I remember the little girl screaming and then her being so still and not making a sound. I remember a year later coming for my job interview and Tony teaching me everything, then the year after meeting Katie and thinking she was pretty. I remember Tiffany asking me out and me politley declining because I already fancied Katie. I remember not believing that katie could have attended out school for a whole year and I hadn't notice her. I remember saying hello to her in the corridoor every time I saw her and then I remember finally at the end of summer I asked her to go roller skating with me and then when I fell on top of her for the 100th time I gave up trying to look cool and just kissed her. I remember asking her out later that evening aswell.